Damn it manx. I can’t keep up arguing with you the whole day. Just let me get out of the house. I really have the urge to spout strings and string of vulgarity right now. Damn it. I wonder how people can get by a day without quarreling, without arguing. Maybe it’s coz I have never fought or quarreled with anyone outside that I only do that at home and on a total daily basis. It’s bloody irritating. Can you imagine, we can even scream at each other over a pot of rice.

She: go scoop the rice out for lunch
Me: why you cook so much rice? (the fact is that the amount in the pot can satisfy 4 hungry people!)
She: I where got cook so much? You dun come and tell me that, you anorexic is it?
Me: but you cook like for 4 ppl liddat! And hello? Which part of me looks anorexic?
She: NEXT TIME RICE YOU COOK! DUN ASK ME COOK. Ithe rice is not a lot lo, is I put a lot of water only wat
Me: then dun put so much water la, also not cooking porridge wat. And also not I ask you to cook rice ones.
She: you next time dun come back and eat la! You go buy outside rice always can eat more than everytime I cook de amount. Come home and eat give me more ma fun only. You later malnutrition then you know
Me: okays, then next time I go out and buy food lo.(if I’m malnutritioned, then the people in Africa would be obese sia.)
She: You dare say you dun wan come home and eat? You later eat dinner at 6 right? You now 1o’clock eat later you have to eat stuff again before you go out!
Me: siao ah, you think I eat so much one meh? I dun need eat between lunch and dinner luh.
She: hello, later you get gastric then you know lo.
Me: I won’t get ones la. I never have to eat in between wats. Habit and I also don’t get hungry mah.
She: you better eat I say. Later you gastric lo.

Note: I have never gotten gastric even if I din eat in between and I totally have no craving or hunger for food after lunch. Why is it that she still forces me to eat stuff?

MY MUM THINKS I’M ANOREXIC, BULIMIC AND GOING TO HAVE GASTRIC IF I DON’T EAT CONTINUOUSLY THROUGHOUT THE DAY. SOMEONE HELP HER.

I’m seriously tired of arguing over things like this. I guess it would be super entertaining to you guys reading my entries on my daily ‘conversations’. But its not to me. Oh wells. We can argue over: drinking water, packing the bed, packing the cupboard, washing dishes, tv channels, and even whether or not to closes the door. OMG. And the list doesn’t stop here. Haiz.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Watched Red Cliff today. Mind you, it’s Chi Bi, not Zhi Bi. Haha. Frankly speaking, I was rather disappointed by the movie. Ok, I’m someone who’s very very very particular about fight scene choreography. The part where each of the generals display their prowess in the Ba Gua battle formation was rather much like wayang, if you get what I mean. And reviews have been saying that the blood and gore wasn’t cut and some even complaining that there’s too much of it. Hello? No one bleeds like only 0.00025 litres of blood when stab with a spear in real life. Come on, where’s the blood huh? Compare to Seven Swords, and the previous movie, Tou Ming Zhuang, it’s no kick. Haha.

Divide and conquer. If you are Zhou Yu, I’ll be Zhu Ge-liang. Wait and see. >_<

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Confused.Troubled.Empty.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Was just reading Selian & Xiying’s blog. And wah la! Realized that yes, it’s been so many years that we knew each other already. Of course if it were friends from primary school, that would have been longer. Too bad almost ALL of my primary school mates can’t recognize me anymore. They simply glance at you like at another other stranger you meet on the road and walk by. To me, memories of primary school days are not very worth remembering as well. To put it simply, I didn’t have a very good childhood on the social aspect, if you get what I meant.

But guess I’m rather different from Selian in the way that after so many years, her perspective towards life has changed so dramatically (anyone could see that) while I still can’t tell if mine has changed. I love the way you phrase it : that point of time is worth spending a lifetime remembering, but not worth dwelling on. And at some point of time, we all realize we have to move on. Gosh, selian, how do you write such beautiful and sophisticated view of life using unsophisticated words like these? Oh wells, perhaps that’s the difference between an Arts student and a Science student.

Went for Science Orientation Week (SOW) camp briefing yesterday early in the morning 10am at NUS LT 25. Like anyone could guess, there’s the rather lame secret pal thing (can’t they give it a nicer name?). Funded by SDU, it’s seriously super stupid. Oh wells. It’s part of the experience of uni life ba. Or maybe the school wants to raise the 68% of ___ rate. (if you had read the article by Jamie Yeo, you would know what I’m referring to.) Got to know 2 new friends entirely by accident. Wells, I was going for SOW alone you know. There’s simply no one going to FOS that I know of. Yes, yes, the splitting of ways again. Ok, it’s good to some extent coz one’ll get to know more people from different backgrounds, like knowing people from different facs from my previous camp. But this is definitely harsh on my phone bill! I’ve never had so many messages to reply in my entire life before. I started out in secondary school never exceeding 100 messages a month. I even sent myself messages then just for fun. Relay messages wasn’t a problem until now. Last month, 998 messages. Ok, it isn’t a lot for most of the young people out there but ya wells, my bills over 50 bucks now. Haha. I should change to the Starhub student plan soon.

Kyaaaa!!!! Why am I still blogging so haphazardly? If you guys notice, my thoughts ain’t exactly very organized. Someone should come up with a Blogging Tuition someday, like those that teach you how to write essays and put your thoughts through in an orderly manner. I guess anyone who read this blog would want to bang their head due to the confusion caused. I deeply apologise for the reckless driving of penned down thoughts. =P

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Went out with Eunicewong yesterday. Watched The Strangers and had lots of food. OMG. She’s seriously stuffing me with food all the time and I really mean ALL the time. First she bought the XXL chicken thingy and fed me some. Then we went to Carl’s Jr to eat a combo meal since there was 2 bucks off the meal (given by golden village). I changed the drink to a milkshake (the shake was bloody ex). Then she tore a qtr of the huge burger and passed it to me. Mind you, I’ve already eaten lunch at home. She hasn’t. and I also had to eat the fries too. So full! When the movie was over, we went to eat Gelare. Gosh. Waffle somemore leh. Luckily it was two of us sharing one. And heng she didn’t realize there was Swensen’s before we ordered at Gelare. If not I would be stuffing myself with a EARTHQUAKE. OMG.

Ok guys, I was SUPPOSED to be revising my chem in order to prepare for my university education, blah blah blah. Oh wells, it’s like three weeks to the first week of uni life (Science o week for me , that is). Who’s in the mood for mugging? I can mug all I want after the start of school (which may highly not be possible. I’m so not a mugger!)

Had gathering at night at Lot 1 Wan Chai. The baked rice was solid manx. However, my chicken was super dry, it looked like it walked under the blazing sun in the desert for 50 hours. Xuan+Wen+Zhi+Eu+Me. Haven’t seen them for a long time. Of course not Eunice I mean, I’m like being terrorized by her everyday. Haha. Kidding. We did talk until wan chai closed. That’s the power of our mouths and stamina. Heh =P

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Guys, I’m okay le la. Guess I really can’t get angry or emo for long. =) which is good in fact since I can’t emo to people without getting people emo-ing with me (I so don’t want that).

It’s good to have friends that you can talk to for hours and hours without having nothing to say at any one point in time. Pour your heart out, emptying what has been stuck inside for ages. Feels good, feels that you’ve got less to bear, less to hide. Oh wells, I love you guys. Hearts and kisses. (I know it’s supposed to be hugs and kisses. My style)

And to you, it’s time you let her go my dear. Really. Yes, it’s hard, saying’s so much easier than doing it. But you both have tried your best. No regrets. Take your time but let it go kays? Jiayou! You still have got me bro. =P


Aacck! Hate this kind of blogging style. So random, so disorganised. Oh wells. Heck.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Today was soooo damn great. Life’s great. Ok whatever. In a particularly foul mood now. Yup I did enjoy today’s og outing but sorry guys, a wave of emo-ness just hit me in the face like that. Ugh. My life just screwed up in one day, just like that. Damn it. Please please don’t let it become worse than what it is now. Gosh. Ah mui is emo-ing. Come people come, slap Ah mui. Didn’t realize life could become so complicated in just one freaking day. Wails loudly. And yes, now I’ll have to try my best to repeat what I did and struggled with so many times before.

What’s more tragic? The end of something or the knowledge that a start will never occur?

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Maybe it’s caled zhuo bo (according to Mr Laugh = Lau Guo Hao), but really it was coz me and Eunice missed you, Tan Ah Wen. Haha. And so we went back to school. Ok, I admit that our main motive was to go grocery shopping for tomorrow’s beach picnic. (oh man, picnic sounds like 5 old wrinkly aunties sitting on a mat. I’m not that old!) Anyways, we bought ingredients for pasta and guess what? Eunice’s cooking the pasta and I’m cooking the sauce! So dumb la. Sianz, gotta wake up early early in the morning tomorrow to cook the sauce. I WANT TO SLEEP!

Had a long and wonderful talk with Eunice and Ah Wen in the school canteen today. Shan’t elaborate how I miss the school and my dear juniors since that’ll like take a thousand pages. It always feels great when you have close friends that you can talk about anything to. Doesn’t it feel uncomfortable to just let everything get stuck and bottled up inside you? Constipated la. Oh and Eunice was normal today. Heng. Thank god. =)

Guess I’ve to sleep earlier tonight since tomorrow I’ll have to wake up early to cook the stupid pasta sauce and then pick Jon and Eu up. I’m driving the MRT tomorrow. I rock.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Yesterday’s night horror. It’s super lucky that I didn’t have nightmares yesterday night. Went out with Eunice Wong the d+evil. Was a big mistake to tell her that Jonathan was in town too. Then she went on a ‘RAMPAGE’. And she couldn’t be stopped. After dinner at Shimbasu Soba at Paragon (Jon actually ate Ding Tai Feng at paragon but fled far far away before we started eating there.), Eu started wailing for Swensen’s earthquake. And so we called Jon to ask if he wanted to join us coz two of us can’t possibly finish up an earthquake. Haha. And asking became forcing. OMG. It was hilarious. This time it was he’s mistake to tell us that he’s in Room 72 Level 8 Cineleisure Kbox. Eu dragged me there to find him la. I think Jon owe her in his past life. Maybe I also owed Eu too. Haha.

We cheonged up cineleisure, with Eu trying to whack my butt for no apparent reason and me trying to hide from the serial molester. I guess in the eyes of the spectators (there were thousands of them) we were two idiotic crazy girls running around cineleisure, one yelling for the other to stop chasing, the other screaming coz she’s obviously overwhelmed by the excitement of terrorizing her fellow schoolmate. After much struggle I still couldn’t avoid being dragged into the lift to go up to level 8. when the lift door opened, Jon was there liao la. I understand why he doesn’t want us to go into Room 72. it’ll just freak his friends out la. And haiz, we were dragged to swensen’s down the road. Hilarious. I’ve got two people tearing at both my limbs la. Almost got five horses tear corpse lo. Haha.

And then the poor waiter at swensen’s got screamed at by Miss Eunice Wong coz there wasn’t blueberry icecream. She also went crazy trying to feed us with the earthquake. Freaky la! Haiz… seriously a nightmare. But thanks Eunice for the treat. Heh heh. =)

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

So… ActsCalibre 2008 has come to an end. It’s always painful when things end. But I guess it doesn’t mean that we’ll not be in touch anymore. Certainly looking forward to Sentosa outing on this Saturday. Another day to get burnt. I’m burnt liao lo. I turned off the lights in my bedroom yesterday and realized I could only see my eyes and my 2 rows of teeth!

Had the best camp ever for the past 3 days. Wanted to blog yesterday but just couldn’t keep awake. =P was the heong-iest camp that I’ve attended so far in my life. I never felt this extent of exhaustion before. By the second day afternoon, my right hand simply didn’t want to listen to me anymore. We had a rather slack first day actually but the action started on the first night. After some performances by both the organizing comm and the different OGs (I think europe’s was the best. Heh heh.), we had the night treasure hunt. Omg la, it was totally difficult can. The pieces of clues that we were supposed to find to lead us to the next location was uber small and strewn at weird places like drains and even in the holes under seats. Plus it was pitch dark in some areas though there were street lights. The ‘best’ part was the running all over NTU! We really really ran. At least 3 km when you add everything up. Haha. Burns the fats manx. Came in 3rd eventually.

Didn’t really get to sleep on the first night. It’s always like that for me and on the next night I’ll be like KOed totally. Hostel’s super hot so I ended up lying across 2 chairs put together right under the fan. Haha. PT in the morning at 6. can you imagine. It always exhausts me when I’ve to run in the morn, drains all my energy. Especially when there isn’t food before the run. My stomach simply rejects all forms of food after exercise. So actually throughout the camp I didn’t really eat much. (yay! Burn my stored fats. Haha) had the Frisbee games in the morning after breakfast. Frisbee’s so my weakness. I totally can’t throw at all! But I can catch tho. Haha.

Cball and Bball finals later in the morning. Aw… how much I love Cball! It’s been so long since I played ‘competitive” cball! Why isn’t there a CCA for Cball? I admit that I was cheonging like siao both trying to be defender as well as being the Captain at the same time. The limits. Haha. But nonetheless, was great fun. Oh and the sun was perfect! Got second in the end, the first received adidas caps! How we stared in envy. Haha.

Boardgames finals in the second night. We won okays… intellectual frenchies. Haha. Thanks to weixiang and yongsheng! Heh. And we won the Taboo too! I grabbed the gold for the Boom Boom Cha game! Was super tai ko! My mind wasn’t really processing anything at 1130 pm on the second night already and can you imagine, I was the last one standing for the game. Heh. =) And so it was a night of golds for Team France! Haha.

Had alternative games in the next morning. Some weird chasing and poison ball game combi, stimultaneous handball and soccer, and a ‘something like relay’ game on the tracks. I could feel the sun burning up my legs. The sun was ultimate manx. The handball one was rather interesting actually. Heh. Intercontinental Cball and Bball after the alternative games. Lost but happy. Yesh, I was the captain. Haha. Couldn’t really move after that. Water games next! Calyn zhammed me in my chest with a water bomb! In front flat liao la. Haha. I shan’t elaborate on how Eunice chased Jon when he poured water over her head. Loooooong story. In conclusion, eunice’s jon’s nemesis. Haha.

Had prize giving at night on the 3rd day. Performance by the comm too. Here’s the sond they wrote for the camp and for us.

People come and people go
But friends will stay and watch you grow
When things go wrong, they will be our guide
When things are fine, they will share in our joy.

We may have different styles of hair
But friends are those who accept and care
Despite of our looks, despite of our likes
Friends make us a part of their lives.

Tomorrow may be a different day
But friends won’t go where the wind may blow
So look around and see their smiles
And remember that they love you.

When times are tough and tempers fly
Friends forgive and forget our lies
But don’t take for granted when they show us their kindness
‘cos they deserve much more than what’s priceless.

Tomorrow may be a different day
But friends won’t go where the streams may flow
So look around and see their smiles
And remember that they love you.

Now ACTScalibre camp has come to an end
It’s time to say goodbye
But some things never change
Our memories stay
And friendships still remain.

You’ve made me who I am today
I appreciate the words you’ve said
Sacrifice you’ve made
The time you gave
And to you my dear friend
I just wanna say thanks

I just wanna say thanks

Yups. That’s about it.

To Team France,
Thanks for the fun and laughter for the past 3 weeks, the events, the outings and best of all, the camp. We siao together, we fought together. We are France, the most united team ever. High without eating ecstasy, CID ah wa buay kia! Haha. To our new found friendship, KAMPAI!

To Europe,
Three cheers to being the most united continent! Will never forget our Europe cheer!
E is for Ever ready, ready to kick your butt
U is for United, united we kick your butt
R is for Rapid, we rapidly kick your butt
O is for Ouch, coz ouch is what you say
P is for Painful, coz pain is what you feel
E is for excellence, coz excellence is what we do! Yeah!

To all the seniors,
Thanks for making this wonderful camp happen. Thanks for giving us the memories that we all will share and cherish. A BIG HUG TO YOU GUYS!

To everyone in ActsCalibre,
THANK YOU!

Labels: ActsCalibre 2008

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road