Its that time of the sem again when you feel that everything is coming down onto you, crushing your bones and spine, creeping up on you when you’re not looking, crashing down like an ocean wave, pulling you into an endless storm. Yes, its Halloween. But that’s not it. Its the impending exams and the endless tests that are creeping up on you. Its a time when you suddenly feel so alone mugging for whatever that is coming up, feel like the sole runner on this path of uncertainty (reminds me of the Heisenberg’s uncertainty principle. Today was hilarious.) But seriously, this battlefield always feels like me against the world. Luckily there’s the knowledge that it would soon be over.

'When we'll hungry, love will keep us alive'
Are u sure? coz if it does, i would have been an extremely hungry person for years. =X

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

I’ve recently broken up with Clayden. Now it’s on to Skoog. I’m really trying to be so into him, but he’s so deep, i just can’t understand him! But unlike Clayden, he isn’t giving me as much trouble. Clayden was so demanding, he made me remember so much about him that i wanted to cry. The break up was so bad after all, rated 35 out of 50. But i just the next attempt getting back with him wouldn’t go as smoothly so wells, i’d rather go on with life and get on with Skoog.

The bad part about Skoog is that he’s so mathematical, its driving me nuts! He calculates every single thing in the world, down to the nitty gritty details. I don’t see our relationship lasting very long too. I’m considering McCash too. He’s nice and more understanding, and vice versa. There are more guys out there who rants on and on about the universe and things so small that even i cannot visualise. Those are what i call weirdos manx. I guess even if you give me a hundred days just solely to understand them, I’ll never even try to.

P.S
If you’re wondering why i’m such a flirt, think again.
Clayden = Author of Organic Chemistry textbook
Skoog = Fundamentals of Analytical Chemistry
McCash = Introduction to Spectroscopy
The others who talk about the universe = horrible physicists that make my life so sad
And i just took my org chem test not long ago and gotten back my results. So you know.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

HAD SEVEN HOUR LAB TODAY. GOSH. ITS WAS HELL. WE WERE DAMN HIGH INITIALLY. BY TWO, WE WERE HALF DEAD. BUT I DEFINITELY THINK THE CHEM. STUDENTS CAN ALL BOND DURING LAB. THE HOURS WE TAKE TO WAIT FOR THE REACTION TO OCCUR GIVES US ALOT ALOT OF TIME TO TALK, YAK AND BITCH. =D I REALISED MY LAB PARTNER’S FROM NJ TOO! MY SENIOR, BUT HE SO TOTALLY DON’T LOOK LIKE. OOPS. =P THE WORLD IS JUST SO SMALL. HAH.

YOU KNOW, LIFE IS SO SO SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES, AND SHUT YOUR EARS. OF COZ NOT LIKE TO INCOMING CARS OR WHATSOEVER, BUT TO THINGS THAT YOUR HEART DOESN’T WANT TO KNOW AND THINGS THAT YOUR BRAIN DOENS’T WANT TO REMEMBER. LIKE THEY SAY ‘SEE NO EVIL, HEAR NO EVIL, SAY NO EVIL’, THOUGH WHAT I WILL MYSELF TO IGNORE CANNOT BE CLASSIFIED AS EVIL. THINK LESS, LIVE MORE. AND THAT’S NOT REFERING TO STUDIES. I FAIRLY WELL KNOW WHAT’S HAPPENING, AND THERE’S NO DOUBT THAT I KNOW WHAT ARE MY CIRCUMSTANCES. APPARENTLY NOT ALOT OF PEOPLE CAN BE IN MY SITUATION WITHOUT GOING CRAZY BY JUST THINKING TOO MUCH OR TAKING ACTION OF SOME SORT. ITS NOT THAT I DON’T FEEL ANYTHING, ITS MORE LIKE I JUST IGNORE THAT NAGGING FEELING. IF I DON'T SAY DOESN'T MEAN I'M OK ABOUT IT. AND ITS NOT LIKE I DON’T THINK ABOUT IT. ACTING BLUR IS MY FORTE. >.<

*IGNORES*

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R12QVtuB0_Q&feature=related

I'm so in love with his voice. The best sounds that you can have on a lonely mid-autumn festival night.

Sam Tsui and arrangement by Kurt Schneider.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

I’m supposed to be lab-reporting right now. But I’m so not in the mood to. Tuition later at 2pm makes the day feel so short and lazy. Facebook is giving me a hell lot of trouble. I can’t seem to upload my pretty pictures! Horrible.

Sports Club Appreciation Dinner cum Sports Ball.
I’ve no idea why its called a Ball, seriously. Ain’t balls supposed to have people walking around in high class places and wearing gowns? But I’m so glad we don’t have to. I would even have trouble finding a dress!

Back to sports club and the people. Really long time no see. Though its like last Friday that I saw them for lunch (which ZH treated us to, Thanks TZH!) it just seems so long. Was damn high yesterday, with Xiying, Ying Le and Michelle. Karn was there too, being super enthu about the champagne. I was too, but didn’t get to drink alot, which brings me to the last point, see below. Anyways, had a truckload of fun camwhoring with everyone I knew which was quite alot. =P Bet half of the pictures in the DSLR has our faces in it. Not to mention the planeload of unglam photos.

Highlights of the day mainly came from Lao Ban aka DSS aka TZH aka Zhong Hao. New quotes that came up includes ‘ Nothing in my body is thinner than the stem of this champagne flute’ and the quotes of the day goes to ‘ Girls, put your legs up when I’m kicking’. And if you’re thinking otherwise, he was referring to the legs of the players in the foosball table. How apt.

Couldn’t stop laughing with Jieyi. Its like everytime I see her, she looks like she’s short of breath laughing so much. You know you can’t find more people with the same frequencies as me other than in sports club. We just match the wavelength too. Constructive waves, if you get what I meant.

Oh forgot to mention why I was there in the first place. Besides being ‘appreciated’ for being in RunNUS 09, was there to receive the Half Colours award, also for being in RunNUS. YingLe and Karn got too. Congrats to them as well. =D I wonder why there’s half and full colours, and everyone is asking me why to. Have no idea. And i wanna thank Sports club for its recognition and also the chance to work with them. I guess the thanks-yous i want to say will go on and on. >.<

My last point. I didn’t get to drink the Krum (that i waited so long for) coz TZH chose foosball over us. Sadded. >.<
Oh no, I’m starting to miss you guys already. And the foosball table. =P
And to end every entry about Sports club,
SEH BIRD RULES. Ha.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road