Just when I’ve said that life was boring without problems, one comes along the way. I had always knew it would come to one day that I can’t take it anymore and get pissed off totally, it’s just that I never thought it would be so fast. Damn you. I wonder is it more of genuinely feeling this way or was it provoked by someone else. Whatever. What I only know now is that you are getting on my nerves and STOP RELYING ON ME!!! Why is it that it’s always people relying on me to do stuff, to get everyone together, to make arrangements and to just let the rest of you guys sit back and relax and wait to be told what to do? I’m bloody sick of it, I tell you. Do what U want, not ask me to do what U want. Why must it always be me who makes the first move? No matter in what case, be it talking to someone new, organize stuff, even confront people. Don’t you know that it’s damn tiring? Just gives me the feeling that I’m seriously hard-up. Yes, I admit it’s in my nature, but come on, a little initiative would do you good. Don’t just leave me to do everything. OMG la. Ugh.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Had KTV yesterday at chinatown with my OG mates. You know the $10++ one that comes with free flow of ultra sweet honey water(you can choose any other stuff too) and a bowl of tasteless sharksfin? Yep, that’s the one we went to last night. Felt like we were entering some illegal shophouse doing illegal transaction. I admit it’s the first time I really walked up a shophouse in Chinatown. Place was well, quite nice, price was nicer since we sang from about 7 to 1115. Omg la, I going home later and later. Ah Mui’s so naughty now. Erm, the guys forgot to take their medicine AGAIN. Please la, we were singing super oldies like Everybody by Backstreet boys and Bye Bye Bye by N’Sync! And their one night in Beijing is OMGGGGGGG. Contemplating whether to put the videos up here! =P I realized why I can’t blog like in the past anymore. Coz there’s no school, no team, no problems. But life can be dull like that. Oh wells.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Reading my friend’s blog, I start to wonder what makes one indispensable to me. Seems that I have too many indispensibles, to the extent that I fear making new friends that would in the end become an undetachable part of me. I wonder if I’m indispensable to the one that’s indispensable to me. Wouldn’t it be heartbreaking if I’m not? Oh man, I can’t imagine the day someone took you or you or you away. Wonders who i would want to meet just before my time is up.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Had ActsCalibre biking competition yesterday at Pasir Ris park. We didn’t win but nonetheless it was loads of fun. Heng heng I didn’t get hurt coz I thought I would seeing the amount of people getting thrown off bikes and stuff. I literally flew off the humps along the way. (my bike wasn’t touching the ground). And I realized that riding double bikes are traumatizing! So scary. My OG had lunch together at Nihon Mura at Downtown East at about 2 an we ate till 5 plus! Didn’t even realize it was that late. Special mention to Mr Jonathan Phang, who was on ‘drugs’ yesterday, since he was so high la. Did breakdance with Edmund at the park! So funny can. Oh, tell you something. If we went somewhere to chill and crap for too long, we’ll turn into… CHILLI CRABS!!! Hahahahaahah…. Sorry for the sudden drop in temperature. Was just trying to help save the earth. =P

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Dear Yip Lai Meng,
Thank you for giving me something to do in office.
With lots of looooovvvvveeee,
Ah Mui

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.* Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.* These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?Give him a full-blasted punch. It’s better than a slap! Since I’ve always wanted to try breaking a nose. =P

2. If you can have dreams come true, what would they be?
Hmmm. This is going to sound cliché. Wish that emo people would no longer be emo, and high people will forever be high-ing with me!

3. What will your dream wedding be like?A celebration in an… ARCADE! Which must definitely have House of the Dead and Silent Hill, not forgetting the Bball machine. But hey, I don’t even have a boyfriend in the first place!

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?Duh. I’m like a piece of driftwood..

5. What’s your ideal lover like?Tall. Has to be. If not I can’t even wear heels for my life (though I cant walk in them). Tan. Feels weird dating someone fairer than me I guess. Preferably bballer or vballer.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?Both. Loving someone makes me feel great that someone’s being loved. (oh man, that’s so chim).

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?No idea. I love people all the time.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?I wouldn’t like someone who’s attached to begin with. Always hope everyone can be with their loved one together forever.

9. Is there anything that’s made you unhappy these days?Usual stuff. If you know me, I won’t need to say it here.

10. Is being tagged fun?Yup. At least there’s something for me to do in office (today I POP loh. =P)

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?Top-notch chemist with a patented biochemical breakthrough. A Porsche with chauffer, 2 maids (one for mopping the floor, the other to scrub my toilet), personal pool table, personal indoor swimming pool and the list goes on.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?Parents lo. And I can’t live without my friends. Seriously. I can’t zhi-high all the time. Will land myself in IMH.
13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?A not very sweet lemon. (Comparatively to me, I’m sweeter whats.ha) Coz she’s bo liao enough to give me something to do in office.
14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?Single and Rich la. Anyways it’s too far off to say if I would even like to be married! I haven’t even had my first boyfriend! Haha.
15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?Check my phone. Which explains why my phone bill’s getting higher and higher into the clouds.
16. Would you give it all in a relationship?Guess so. Seems like even if I’m not in one, I give my all already. Haha. (but all has it’s limits too kays…)17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?How to fall in love with 2 people at the same time? Hmmm….

18. What type of friends do you like?If you’re my friend I would like you whats…Weird question ya.

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Another weird question. Haha. Dislike hmmm…. People who ignores you when you’re talking to them, those who see through you and treats you like you are invisible.

So now, the people who need to do this are.... Muahaha....
Xiying, Selian, Eunice Gu Gu, Hong Hu, Elroy, Ah Wen...
Aaaaaahhhhh.... i can't think of anyone who has a blog!!! =( People, must do wor must do wor... It's so exciting.Heh heh.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

I know I’ve just posted an entry today. But having the sudden urge to blog after reading my friend’s entry about the countless stuff that she bought supposedly for university. Totally astounded by their ability to shop AND end up buying stuff. I can’t. yes, I’m working, but I still can’t bear to spend anything on accessories, and worse still, clothes. To me, anything above 10 bucks is super expensive. Sometimes I wonder if I think too much about such stuff, and wonder if actually, shopping and buying stuff makes one happy. I do not know if the hindrance to me shopping freely is the expenditure of the hard-earned cash or the fear of my ma’s disapproval. In other words, I never have any confidence in my decisions esp in this. I tried but I failed. =( Roars

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

YEAH YEAH!!! Come on, let me heard you scream Team France!!! F-R-A-N-C-E! We gonna KSB!!
Yesh, I joined the Gen Acts orientation camp ActsCalibre 08 with Eunice and Ah Zhi. Gosh, it’s damn fun. And nonetheless super tiring too. Activities all lined up all the way to camp which is on the 27th to 29th June. And coz everyone’s busy in the day with work and whatever (I doubt the seniors are mugging at all! Haha), all the activities are at night. Which explains why I’ve got eyes like a panda now. (nvm, at least pandas are cute. Ha.)

And so Team France won both the boardgames showdown and the captain’s ball match. So in to the finals we go. I think we were damn aggressive at playing captain’s ball yesterday lo. Heh. Cultivated to play competitive captain’s ball in ANDSS. Totally our culture, at least it was our class’s culture. If it was too aggressive, I hereby deeply apologise. Gomenasai. It has been so long since I played such a satisfying game of cap’s ball. And Edmund and Jonathan were doing some breakdance while cheering for us at the sidelines. I seriously stun tio. Ha.

We lost at bball though. Faced off with a team with one AC bballer, one that plays bball like a pro and a netballer who can shoot 3-pointer even though she’s a girl! I must go train my 3-pointers liao. It looks so damn easy to shoot a 3-point but why is it that whenever my ball hits the board from the 3-pointer line I’m already so happy? Haha. Ah Zhi! We must go train 3-pointers wor! =P

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

The days drag by, the hours crawl by and the minute seems to have stopped. Its my last week of work. I can’t imagine life without work for the past 5 months. I would have rotted to death at home, or scrubbed the floor until there is a hole that would allow me to peep at the people at my void deck (I live on the 2nd floor). But omg, the last week of working life is so super draggy. Though its like only the first day of the week, it feels like I’ve rotted here at my desk for the past decade. But I would say that I’m very blessed to have come to temp at Great Eastern B@W department instead of some ulu company or even worse, the shipyard place that I was offered initially.

Came to know great people here. (Of course, since it’s GREAT Eastern. Haha.) Is the place that I came to know my good bro (you know who you are), is the place where I learnt how to use the MS Excel from my very wonderful and patient manager, is the place where I first touched a laminating machine. I remember teaching my VP how to use the fax machine coz there was always someone who did it for her, but she was rushing for time that day. I fixed the photocopy machine for a thousand times since apparently it didn’t really like me. I remember going on lunch ‘dates’ with my dear bro until everyone thought we were ‘together’. (which they still do) I remember going for dance rehearsals with my colleagues and looking like we were all going for PE. I remember feeling super lost when you left, coz there suddenly wasn’t anyone to eat lunch with me though I tried my best to tell myself that it would be like when you haven’t came to office yet.
Now all is but memories that I will take with me through my life.

Notice to all readers
Ah mui has realized that she can’t deal with changes very well. Ah mui finds it hard to accept farewells, to accept people drifting away from her. Ah mui doesn’t even want time to stop, but neither does she want the past to float away just like that. Ah mui has a very big problem : she wants to live in the past forever, she can’t move on. Someone please help Ah mui. Meanwhile, she’ll continue to try her best to live her life forward.

I wonder what ‘together’ means.

Labels: FAREWELL

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Tekong's parade square
Looks like those little army green men that you play with when one was young. (Ok, this only applies to little boys and those in-betweens)
if you can zoom in, you'll see Ah Boy (Elroy la, duh)
The part where parents, friends and families come down to put the cap on for their respective Ah Boys. haha.
Another Ah boy. Tan Hao Hao! Ok, it's Tan Wen Hao la. haha.
Omg, he looks so happy la. They should, anyways, coz it's their 12 days of freedom (or was it 14?)

Saw lots of long lost friends at POP the day before. P sch friends who totally can't recognise me anymore, Sec sch friends who can't even remember my name eve if i sat with him for at least half of the year in sec 4, JC friends who, of course, still know who i am. Haha. But seriously, have i changed that much? I've got people whom i know well that walks past me, though staring into my face without any hint of recognition. What the hell. Some were my regrets.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

I'm not sad.
I'm not angry.
I'm totally alright.
I feel nothing.
Yeah, that would be right.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Tortoise Tortoise Jump!!! Haha. I owned them all manx! haha
Attempt to relive the past. Getting all ting-tonged at the atrium.

Exco 08/09! Handover ceremony.

Booked out from camp. NJ Badminton camp actually. Wondering why I’m there? I’ve no idea too. Maybe Meigui’s right, maybe it’s to make me feel young again. Maybe I just shouldn’t be there in the first place. Maybe if I wasn’t there it wouldn’t have turned out the way it is now. Who knows, it may have been better.

Gosh, why am I emo-ing now? Camp was overall very slack. More of an ‘eating’ camp I guess. Oh and a ‘bathing’ camp too. Everyone was dai-di-ing / bridging / fifa-world-cup-ing almost the whole day. Oh no. now I’m so emo, I can’t write anymore. Haha. Started out at Sentosa for games, sand, sun and the sea. Vball was first, letting us discover hidden talents like Honghu (gosh, he should also be in NJ Vball team, which is imaginary). Then there was this funny game that we were supposed to protect a piece of paper that would be attacked by water from the opponent team. And I got dragged into the sea by Weiyuan the sufen. Bam! The sea was super duper salty, and it stung. Heck, who cares when you’re having fun? Weird thing was, Weiyuan the sufen wasn’t very heavy but I just can’t get him into the water! (Roars). In the end we floated around in the sea until our hands were wrinkling.

Realized that Weiyuan the sufen’s super entertaining! He and Guo Hao are the Zhi brothers. Guo hao = Zhi Bi and Weiyuan = Zhi High. I thought I was damn good at self entertainment until I met Weiyuan the imba. Seriously someone should just award him a trophy or something. Zhi Bi (Guo Hao) on the other hand was constantly romancing the PSP with love rival Ryan. To everyone out there : Never buy him a PSP.

Night walk could be said to be the highlight of the camp. There were screams and even guys got a shock (special mention to Mr Jason). Meigui looked freaky, like those porcelain dolls that psychopaths like to keep on their mantle piece.

Oh, before I forget, let me present to you guys Exco 08/09.
Guys captain : Erusha
Guys VC : Ren Bin
Girls captain : Sufen
Girls VC : Dorlisa
We’ve only 4 posts this year, coz there’s only 4 people running for Exco positions. Pathetic eh? Sad case. I can’t forget the fun I had when I was in exco. A year has passed and time can’t be rewinded. Oh wells. But not everyone would say the same thing I guess.

I can’t say that I thoroughly enjoyed the camp, spending most of my time strolling to and fro from the toilet and the ‘activity room’ which was most of the time used as the exco room. Objective of the camp was to cultivate one’s ability to self entertain in any situations possible. (Ok, I know I’m crapping now). I wouldn’t be surprised when things didn’t work out the way they were supposed to be, but I’m definitely amused by the way some didn’t know the reason themselves. Come on, a team doesn’t only consist of 4 people and a deck of cards. Oh well, who am I to criticize? I’m just an extra ex-exco, a gate crasher, a senior who joins the camp just to feel young again. Well, uni’s starting soon, I should move on. Move on, Val, move on. Have been telling myself this since last year end, but it just keeps repeating. Ugh.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Result of a cam-whoring session at the beach shop at Sentosa. (quite long time ago)
My funny looking Victorian dress for the performance on Achievers' Nite. Seriously unforgetable.
Me and my colleague/fellow background dancer - Monique
The Great Achievers' Nite 2008.
My glass of wine (free flow) & Ejenna's glass of beer. She got a bit high that night. Haha.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road