Was at Sharon's house for christmas since it was also her birthday that day. So interesting right? Was supposed to be a birthday party so there was alot of people la. But the prob was that we didn't know anyone there, besides lai meng knowing the rest of the IJ girls who were invited and me knowing Ben (so weird la, what a coincidence), we were practically lost there i guess.
Lai Meng went there to... SLEEP!!! Understandable la, since she din get to sleep the night before la. BUT, to go there and fall asleep straightaway is WOW!!! I respect her ability to sleep so quickly! Haha. And she left me and Meigui staring into space. Couldn't watch youtube there since Sharon's comp is like a slow la.
SO... we got so bored we started spamming block of wood. And since he is block of wood, he took like dunno how looooonnnnngggg to realise that we had nudged him a thousand times. Haha. You won't believe how bored we were!!! So much so that we began filming a video clip, actually two. Haha. they are with Meigui. Hilarious. It's called ya ya li xian ji. Haha. got two episodes. Haha. And yes, i got knocked down by a rubber duck.
Below : My failed attempt to hide behind my own tie from meigui's camera. She's seriously in love with me. =)
Me and lai lai in toa payoh's central toilet. We finally woke lai lai up after much struggling to push her around and got out of sharon's house. Haha.
Mei gui looks like a ghost here!!! heh heh!
The log cake after dinner at my grandma's house. As usual, our family gathering got larger with my counsins' boy/girlfriends.You know.
Me trying to act shuai. Haha. Was wondering that since i got no one worth liking now, might as well like myself. WAHAHA!!! I bit siao ba? That's the result of being cooped up at home all day. Haiz..Went to meet juniors at J8 to get ferreros for Lai Meng. Haha. they were from Sherman for christmas though. Thanks Shermy! Haha. Couldn't go out with Ah Zhu coz my ma wanted me to wash the cupboards (Seriously, i cant stand staying at home anymore. I want to go and die! Pissed every moment at home. That's another story. Later.)
The fact that i'm being cooped up at home doing housework is utterly depressing and it's just a humonguous waste of my time! seriously ultra frustrating at home can. I don't want to spend any minute at home facing my mother anymore. I don't get paid for being scolded every single minute. I spend my time at home getting screamed at and trying to scream back without anything getting recognised. F**king shit of a life!!!! I clean everything and it just isn't good enough. Bloody hell. Vacuumed the entire house and she still find some stupid spot that she thinks is still dirty and screams at me.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH.
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
Wished that we could still stay the same. But is it that when i meet you guys this days it seems so different, so unfamiliar, when we have known each other for so many years? I feel fear when i approach, in the end choosing to turn away instead, to remain this way and allow time to just erase what we have had in so many years. Is it my fault? Is there something that i should have done and didn't? When i see you having fun without me, i do feel something. I wonder whether if i had went with you all, will things be as fun as when i wasn't there? Am i redundant or just a bother?
If i could, I would smash the barrier between us
If you would let me through.
Or was the barrier made by me in the first place?
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
The movie was nice lo, instead of the gross that LaiMeng had claimed it to be... It may be a little bloody, but i wonder why in that scene that Wu-yang was grabbing the severed head of the general he cut, the head wasn't dripping blood!!! Isn't blood supposed to flow from the head itself? Unless the general was like having some circulatory problems la.
Generally plot was not bad, effects were like ultra good. Liked the part that one of the comrades hugged the cannon to protect Jet li (I think) and got blasted into bits. Maybe i should go check out how they shot that part. Movie started with alot of kills already, which haha, kept m ma awake.(She usually falls asleep in the cinema until there's a nice part) So when she doesn't fall asleep, it means it's a good movie i guess. Haha.
Oh and all the guys had superb acting and haha, girls would drool at Takeshi la! His eyes ah... wahh one la... Haha. No wonder the cinema was wet after the show.(Not me though) Haha. Jking.
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
I remembered what i wanted to blog about yesterday le. Went to Sharon's house on monday (My secondary school classmate, not junior) for her birthday erm... party i should say. Invited all her friends so it was a little bit weird for everyone since we din noe each other but that was fine. The food was ultra nice la, esp the chicken and duck. Haha.
That night made me realise... Time does erase stuff. Many moments i felt like i didn't really know them at all, felt like i wasn't really supposed to be around. Scared that i would say something that they didn't understand, that wasn't supposed to be said. It wasn't like that then. Guess it happens all the time. Primary, secondary, JC.. It just repeats the story. Can it don't happen this way? I don't like it...
Nvm, was just emo-ing on the MRT coz i was alone. Haha. Nothing to do then.
Disappointment. Hurts.
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
Cant understand why i cant emo for long. Was super sian diao yesterday night and wanted to blog (since blog is like the anti-depression pill) but fell asleep. Haha. Today wake up wanted to blog about yesterday but forgot what i emo-ed about le... Haiz.
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
AH!!!! the blogger can't upload my pictures... So sad. Got cute pictures of Guo Hao! (But if you smart enough and your eyes got no cataract, you should think i'm crazy. No, i'm not ok, coz those afre cutified versions nia) Lai meng you online i send you then you post ba..
Scrubbed floor AGAIN. But this time wasn't the toilet. Was my room. It made me start wondering whether i'm just wasting my life away. I can't really do anything besides studying (though very half heartedly and doesn't really give any results anyway). Seems like its the point of time when you don't know whether you should move forward or just stay on. I don't want 2007 to end. Besides the fact that i don't want to become 19 so fast, it's got me so much happy moments that i don't want them to just fade away and become part of my past. I've got so many things i want to say, so many thank yous...
To Selian, Xingying, Xiying
Thanks for always being there for me though we're totally not in the same school anymore for the past 2 years. Guess secondary school friends will stay together for the longest time in life ba. Miss the times when i can just drop by your house after school in the first 3 months, Selian. Now want to go there also difficult, coz must scrub floor. Haha. Arigato to the double XY, studying together in AJ (which made me some sort of AJC permanent resident.)
To Ah Wen, Sijing(Ah Zhu) and Eunice
I don't know how to survive these two years without you guys. Seriously. It's been difficult adapting to the freaking horrible school arrangements but at least we had one another. Ah wen, we like forever together in school can. And coz of you, my language now is like a Anderson+RV la! Haha. Zhu ah, I still remember that there were instances which i thought you were totally irritating and wanted to kick you la! But then, you so cute... Kick liao will heart pain. Haha. Now you're in Australia, I miss you manx! You coming back soon right? I want hear your act cute laugh! Eunice ah, you now working, i like very hard to see you le. Maybe you should try laughing/wailing loudly so that i can hear from bishan, coz i miss your laughter manx!
To BMT Exco 07
Thanks guys for the great times we had these two years. I held on right through the two years in NJ coz i had you guys, i had the team. If not, maybe i would have moved to AJ. But then you guys were the ones that made the days worth living for, made my journey in NJ a fulfilling one. Domo Arigato Gozaimasu!
To my bmt juniors
The farewell was great! thanks people.
Erm... I cant write all the thanks for you guys now... Coz erm... Don't tell you all why! Haha. (i wanted to write the famous line that Dao Ming Si always say but i forgot. Hey block of wood, can say tt again?)
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
wondering what's the toilte i'm always scrubbing? ta-da!!! Today scrub again.. So tired...
Packed the storeroom yesterday. So many toys! Haha. I think i can open toy'r'us le. haha
more junk...
was vacuuming the ceiling... wonders who vacuums ceilings besides me???!!! My ma la! She's the one insisting on vacuuming!!!
MOOOOOOORE Junk...
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
I realised listening to Jie Lun's songs makes me emo. WTH.
I miss school. Kill me for saying so ba. But i really miss school. Maybe not the school itself. More likely , it's the people. Now, i can only see the four walls of my house and obviously i can't talk to the walls. Even if i do, they can't reply. Man, this is so suffocating. Really can't live without people. It's just a day after badminton chalet and i'm now missing you guys le. WTH. Wonder if this is it. Don't deny but we all do have to get on with our lives right? Is it really so easy to say goodbye? As we getting older, loneliness comes more often and maybe one day it would never even leave. I don't like goodbyes.
2 years have already passed. It has been a long time since i said my last goodbyes to my Innovian friends. But why do i still cry everytime i read your letter , Tze min? The time we had together was so damn bloody short, but yeah, it was the best memories i ever had. Why is these two years over so fast? shit.. i've got so many emotions running through my head... i cant type le la... Let me emo awhile la...
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
Cindy chng's catering services....
teh banner we gave the juniors.
the shirt they gave me.... got story de. see from left to right. initially we had no footing, we din noe each other (so the question mark) then we played and trained hard (shuttle and racket) then finally we made it (!). So sweet la. thanks guys.
GH is carrying a bag of.... himself! haha. charcoal meets charcoal. heex.oh and he's called xiao ming too... haha
spastic wen hao!!!
Nj BMT's next top Ah Pek. after mitch. haha
GH saving qiao wei's comb. Haha. so sweet. Heex.
lai meng and meigui's forfeit.maybe you should change lai meng to someone else... haha
GH and soon kiat 'playing'?Just came home from chalet yesterday. Farewell chalet. Does it mean that I’ll never see you guys again? Probably not lo. Since I’ve to return the comic to GH anyway. Oh, and I wanna thank all the juniors for giving me such a memorable chalet. (though now I’m like having a humungous sore throat) you all are the best-est-est juniors man! Maybe coz I dun have any siblings so I treat you guys as my brothers and sisters ba. The year was so short and even shorter for those that came in after the first 3 months. I don’t know whether I even know you well lo. Like Soon kiat, I only came to really get to know him better during the chalet la, though he’s was like my junior for 5 years (plus the time in Anderson bmt team lo.) thanks guys for the video and t-shirt. Haha now wherever I go, people will know I’m Valerie la (aka ah mui somemore right?)
First day
Renjie and me were the seniors who went on the 1st day and of course stayed through to the very end of the chalet. We were supposed to meet at 6 30 at Pasir Ris but then cause I forgot that that time was around peak hour, I took the bus 58 that was jammed at some industrial area and I din know where I was all the while. So I like reached at 7 plus or something la. After reaching the chalet (finally) we went to the foodfare place to eat lo. Eat eat eat, then soon kiat came. Ah, the soon kiat and GH story. Someone, I don’t know who, used GH’s phone to msg soon kiat whether he was comin to chalet or not. Apparently, the msg was like something about Gh wanting to ‘play’ with soon kiat and so soon kiat decided to come. So er… scandalous la.
Lai meng ah, she like first time come to chalet liddat. See the bed only started jumping up and down like siao. Self-high-ness. When the rest was playin cards I think. So meigui attempted to snap photos of the siao-zha-bo la.
Hmmm… let me see what else did we do? Mostly play cards+talk+talk+talk+play cards lo.
Second day
2am in the morning we went out to walk. Walk walk walk… then we decided to play zhong ji mi ma at some shelter thingy. WITH forfeit! Haha. I guess the most ke lian de was soon kiat and GH ba. GH dio forfeit like don’t know how many times la. All of which was extremely funny.
1. he did body wave against the lamppost. (was that a wave in fact?) haha.
2. international tango with Qiao Wei. The way they shake their head ar, thought their head would drop out. Instead it was our eyes that dropped out la.
3.some funny dance pose with renjie as a finale. They were more like trying to get the ‘injured’ renjie to the hospital lo.
I did both my forfeit with Hong Hu la. Did the ‘peel banana dance’ and a bollywood dance. Haha.
Went back to the chalet to play more cards and talk and talk and talk. Guess what time we slept at? FIVE! In the morning la. And I had to wake up at 8 to prepare the juniors presents and meet cindy at white sands.
We gave each of them a photoframe containing their own photo and a note from us. (I seriously still dunno why we gave them their own photo. They can just look into the mirror what.) haha. And a huge banner for their future use. Really big banner lo. 3m by 2m lo. Hmmm… maybe the whole team can stand on it lo.
The juniors were caught the the super big rain. Poor juniors. Drenched. I think the food also very poor thing lo. And I was so bored that I marinaded the chicken wings. Haha. They were playing some kind of poker which I was totally blur about. Ok, I can only play UNO la. Haha.
Oh no… I want to sleep liao…. I think I just continue maybe tonight ba… uploading pictures now…
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
