It was a coincidence. Not i arranged de. I saw it at mini toons J8. Haha.Nice.
Cute!!!Happy Teachers' Day! (Of course to the teachers la!)
I can break today's activities in three parts :1.Slacking, 2.Slacking and 3. Slacking! Seriously slacked today la. Besides the last two hours which i DID mug ok...
1.Slacking at Bball court.
Seriously think i went to school today morn not to celebrate Teachers' day at all la. They had the stupid ACES day thingy. And tell you what, less than half of my class turned up la! Ok, to elaborate more on that, almost half of the actual school population is missing! How nice! And the fact that it is supposedly Teachers' day, yet some of the teachers are also MIA! Haha. Ok, but that's not my point. Start of the ACES day workout (which was kick-boxing for goodness sake), we stood around and stoned. Erm, not exactly stoned la. But instead of following whatever we were supposed/ordered to do, we stood around gasping in awe how the teachers carried out their workouts la. Hilarious manx. Especially Mr Yong. Wah, he was super high and into the stuff la. Yup, then halfway through, i wanted to go toilet but then the stupid Mr Tong (i think like that spell de la) don't let me la. Pissed (do note the pun used here :Literary device).
Then after the ACES day thingy, we had a five minutes break before the celebrations did commence. And we took flight to the Bball court! And stayed there ever since. Haha. Do what? Play bball la, duh! Tell you ah, play with canoeists can die de. Don't know where they get the energy de. Yi En [Cai yi] + Yi Wen [Tan Yi] + ZhiTing [Chen Zhi] + Franklin[Canoeist no.1] + Ivan Seet [Canoeist no.2]. Played for 2.5 hours la! Until the celebrations ended. Haha. Dead tired can. Feels like I've run a marathon la. Haha. Oh and to add on, i didn't eat breakfast! Haha. Fun.
2.Slacking
Went back to ANDSS and reaslised that we do not have a place there anymore besides many fond memories. How sad. The container classrooms that we had was already taken down long time ago. So there was no place we could call our own anymore. Fabby shaved his head! My goodness la... Should have taken a photo of him. Haiz. And Wee Keong has more hair now. Maybe, Fabby gave his hair to Wee Keong. And i still can't stop the habit of calling him Kazhua la. Like its part of him le. The rest are still the same, though Jing Jie insists that he has mature but to me, the way he was so excited about the teachers calling him grown up was still er... kind of contradictory. Teachers were still all the same. And Mr Jonas Yong!!! Why haven't you got yourself a girlfriend??? Never mind, keep trying k? Jiayou!And puh-lease don't ever give any girl M&Ms as choc gifts and fake flowers le k?
3.Slacking
Went to Pizza hut with Xiying+Xingying+Selian. Sat there for like an eternity which was actually 3 hours. Buffet 3 hour sit is ok la, but we're ordering ala carte can? Then went to J8 to study. And bought some super cute stuff. One which is the white thingy above. Its for putting on the keyboard de. Haha.
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
Damn agitated today after talking to Mr Menon. Wasn’t angry with him. He has a point. As a teacher he can’t do anything to cancel class just because we want to study. And yep, I agree that if we pon class, we are showing the wrong signal to the others who turn up for lesson. I know its not fair if we get away for not attending class, and obviously most wouldn’t want to turn up for PE, not because its boring, coz its like one of the best lessons in the timetable (minus any activities to do with the soccer ball). Its just that we really need some time to study and like hello? With the stupid ‘elongated’ timetable with all those extra lectures, how to? I don’t know la, I seriously don’t understand why the school doesn’t understand? We have to ‘shiam’ teachers here and there. It’s frustrating!!!
I tell myself this is the last few months and I’ll be out of this freaking damn school with totally no brains for goodness sake. I tell myself that its only a passing two years. I tell myself that there’s no point in emo-ing bout how frustrating the school system is. But I can’t! I just can’t stop getting mad and depressed! I don’t know la…. Argghh!!!
You make me happy when I’m sad
You make me think twice when I want to say goodbye
But you’re the ones whom I cry over…
Why are you all so nice to me?
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
I'm total pissed with the school and maybe starting to wonder how did i even think that this school would be my dream school in the first place. It's super frustrating. I think the teachers would be equally frustrated at the arrangement the school has made.
THE SCHOOL WANTS US TO ATTEND SCHOOL EVEN AFTER PRELIMS AND WHAT'S MORE? NO TRUNCATED TIMETABLE!
This will mean that there is practically no time for us to self study and we have all those not very useful (to put it in less offensive way) lectures. No worse still, we'll be frantically trying to bool timeslots with the teachers but there's NO time! Frustrated! I've got no time to sleep even! What's 5 hours of sleep everyday? I know some of you guys out there sleep much less than me, but everyone's clock is different! I went to see the principal yesterday and all i got at the end of the day was : 'you guys should do at least four hours of work at night and sleep at 12.' Hello? I get up at 5 everyday la. Become like zombie by the time i reach sch.
I just don't get it. Why is it that even AJC has truncated timetables to make way for more self study and consultations and our supposedly 'better' school isn't? Has it lost it's brain or what??? PISSED! Angry with the school, angry with myself. Tomorrow's NJC open day, wonder who's coming to be ____ again. Fill in yourselves...
Two years isn't enough for a happy ending...
It's just useless to emo now...
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
Haiz... More than half the population of NJC J2s mainstream cohort is not interested in the prom night stuff... What the hell. Though i don't really want to go coz of the stupid idea of dressing up and stuff, but i think its great to have some kind of large scale party where people you know come dressed their best and you know, party. Sound ironic, don't i? I mean, yeah, it may be super duper troublesome to dress up (applies to mainly unique people like me, unlike others who think otherwise), its a once in a lifetime chance. When i finally resigned to the fact that i should go for prom, the news came to me that only about a 100 people have bought the tickets. How sad. No people going, go prom for what? The fun in prom is the people! Who would actually really care about the food la? Like i can't go eat buffet myself liddat... So please people... Even i this kind of 'super reluctant, lazy and dread such occasions' kind of person has already decided to give NJ prom night a shot, Why not really give it a chance. And of course hope that it would be still grey grey afterall.
Enough said.
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Its okay la... the zhi bi part was in the afternoon la. when i was mugging. Anyway, seems to me that zhi bi-ing was quite ok. Haha. you should try it sometimes. Haha. Kinda addictive. And dun be so stressed out kays? Breathe in and haha... Don't breathe out! Haha.. Kidding...
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Wah!!!! you tagged manx!!!! Applause!!!! Haha. but as if three dots can tell me anything liddat.. Haha...
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
I've mastered the great art of 'zhi bi'-ness. Haha. I realised zhi bi-ing's kinda fun. Like sometimes its good to be on your own alone, in your own world. No wonder San ge like to zhi bi. He's like the grand master of zhi bi-ness la. Haha. Sat alone in the school library from 1230 all the way to 5 30, besides occasional one or two hours of company. Five hours straight! I'm proud of myself manx! Haha. I'm in total mugger mode now. Especially for maths. Its like so fun doing integration can! Though the tedious-ness sucks la. But when you can get the answer, its like heaven coming down to you manx! Call me crazy for all you like. Heex.
Oh and feeling superbly accomplished yesterday after running with Eunice for 45 mins. 45 mins leh! Don't know how much mileage we covered le la. Should be like at least 6 km? Hee hee. Yeah! Can lose weight!!! No training le, feeling damn fat nowadays. So 'personal fitness instructor'(you should know who you are), proud of me ba! Haha.
Wah, i don't know what to post anymore, since the week is only about mugging and running and mugging and running. And it seems like everything's flying past so fast. Yesterday we were like stepping our first step into this grey college and complaining about how 'hot' (literally and figuratively) our equally grey fire-proof, water-proof and idiot-proof (you have to be rather smart to wear this uni what, besides the exception of me la) uniform,in other words, our fireman suit! Ahaha. And its like tomorrow we'll be stepping into the hall for our A's. Crap. A's. Stoned.
And the prom is an enormous headache. I seriously don't feel like going. Its too troublesome. Make-up, gowns, high heels? Seriously not me. What a big hassle!!! I think my ma is more excited then me can. If not for my friends going and the point that eunice made that prom is a once in a lifetime thing and it comes with fantastic memories (though i still can't really recall what happened during my sec sch prom besides the fact that the guys look rather nice that day) prom wouldn't even have crossed my mind. So help me! People don't seem to understand why i don't like shopping. Maybe i don't too. But isn't shopping for clothes a extremely activity? Ok, maybe it is when you have my kind of figure when things can fit on top cant fit below. Haha. Hilarious. I think i'm weird. Oh no. Ok, i think i better don't go on about how i think about shopping and my preferences for er... guys stuff before people start questioning my identity again. I mean like, why must a girl like girls' stuff la? Isn't the world a place of freedom of choice? And how can one define a girl by their preferences for such material stuff?
I'm tired of being stuck in the middle. I just wanna be a girl with unique, different tastes and preferences. If you seriously have problems with that, so be it. I just wanna be me.
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
I love today manx! Super ultra high la.Dunno what happened. But its National Day today and i can't remember when's the last time i had so much fun during National day celebration. Usuall i either pon, or stone, with the except of last year which wasn't exactly better - play bball throughout the entire celebration and try our very best to ignore the councilors who were indeed trying very hard to persuade us not to. Heex. =)
We were damn high can. Somemore with the help of the clappers, we start to er... fight? Haha. And my hair with super messed up by my dearest Zhu. Thankx ah, Pig! (oh man, i realised tt i captured a really cool snap of Qi Qi looking superbly blur in the background. I rock!)
Ah the National day celebrations. I really want to commend the councillors this year for making the show so watchable and the stuff they put up was cool! Like this kind of celebrations come once in a blue moon manx.
Censored piggy. Haha.
Do you spot my San Ge in the bottom left corner of the picture? Haha.He was sitting beside me during the celebrations and of course he wasn't spared from our 'clapper attack'. Haha. Ah! Then along came a balloon. Blue colour one wor. Then it seetled in front of him and he start playing with it. So childish la. (Haha, i say him liddat hor, i actually also got play wih balloons lo. Hee. Shh.. Dun tell. Haha) Ah, then hor, there was i think some dancers came onstage to dance la. Half way through their super hot dance, the balloon burst!!!!! Wahaha. We came to the hypothesis that he was drooling over the hot babes and ended up putting too much force on the balloon and it burst. Call me she4? You then she4 ah! Haha. Wo suo de mei chuo ba?
We went COVO to eat for lunch. Oh my god la!!!! The food is damn good! I am so lucky to be able to go there to eat can!
First course : Clam Chowder and prawn fritter
oh, must i say how good is the bread?
We are xing fu de!
Xuan say that girls like eating such stuff coz it tastes like LOVE. But hor, i also never taste LOVE b4 leh... But i still like eating such stuff la. HAha. I bet guys also like to eat, its just that they don't like to pay for us nia.
Best Panna cotta i've ever eaten la. Even better than Ritz carlton hotel de. Love Love it!!!
Super kawaii dogs we saw in teh shop next door. I like the black and white de. But i'm scared of dogs. How lousy.
Ah wen fell asleep like about 1 hour after we got to JE library. Haha. Lousy.
Another example of un-mugging-ness.... Haha. She reading story book can...
Perfect Example of mugger-ness... Haha. --> Me!!!
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
Trapped. Yup. In myself. Scared that i'll never pass my A's at this rate. I seem to do alot but alot just isn't enough. Haiz, Lai Meng stress about Promos... Xiang dang nian... I also the same lo. Now worse still, the A's. Headache manx. And i'm still doing homework all the time la. Pile until so high, can't even touch my revision and TYS lo. I wonder how the seniors managed to score lo. Scared manx. Like the time after my O's prelims. 19 points can. Who would think of being able to get into NJ with such lousy results la. Now i can only pray that the exact same thing or a miracle would happen. If only i wasn't in year 2 now... If only... You know when sometimes, your parents don't scream at you and they say things like 'you can surely do it' or 'just try your best lor', it makes things worse. They obviously think you are the best in the world and thats so terribly wrong. Come on, face it. I'm the world's idiotic-est person with zero intelligence so much so that i still cannot understand why i'm here in the first place. Like WTH. I wasted all the money on piano lessons and all i could do was to fail my Grade 8. I suck at presentations like the stupid PW that all i could get was a C. I failed all my Econs tests and exams in JC that all i could hope now is an S. I'm like a failure la. Haiz, applaud my pathetic pea brain.
Pics Pics Pics.... before anyone gets depression from the influence of my emo-ness.(i'm always VERY affected by the emo-ness of others. Think that's why people always tell me their problems. So i get more emo, they get less emo. Ha.)
Labels: Elmo without Love
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road
my own dusty road
Arggh… I am totally in stoning mode now. I’m under 100% saturation rate. Ionic product > Ksp le. Crap. Just came back from tuition and I think you can very well guess what kind of tuition ba. The intra-school Smash thingy just ended yesterday. Though not on a very big kind. But that’s like expected de, since NJ is like so stony. Haha. You see the National 5 soccer intra school de la. Its like so little people la. So unlike in Anderson. Everyone’s like so enthu for the april games and stuff like that. Miss that so much la. But anyway, got 2nd for the intra school thing and was a big joke to me la. In total I played only 2 games coz its like so damn little of the female species willing to join the women’s doubles. Haha. First went to Shu Jen and Qiao Wei. Both ah… from St nick’s de lo. Come attack me this old one. I admit I old le la. Haha.
I been in so many moral dilemmas that I think most of my problems in life have been caused by them. People seem to like to tell me the true side of the story and don’t allow me to tell the other party when its obviously more beneficial to everyone to do that. I really don’t understand. Is it so worth it? Argggghhh…. Haiz…
Labels: Moral dilemma
♥ Walking on,
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my own dusty road
