Tuesday, November 06, 2012 9:17 PM
Haven't been blogging much these days. I have been occupied by work and other things to be settled in life. The transition from a student to a working adult hasn't been exactly smooth sailing, with the difficulties faced during job search. I consider myself extremely lucky to be able to get a job already. I still have friends who are in search of a job right now. And I believe they are pretty unmotivated already, given the long time they spend trying, to no avail.
Things at work seem pretty good so far. Most of the stress have been coming from myself. I get bored without things to do. And I try my best to get work to do, which is very odd to others. But time really passes too slowly for me to take when I am unoccupied. Lots of things to read through, lots of things to learn. And best of all, they are already thinking of sending me for courses. Advanced Certificate in Training and Assessment. Like wow. But the downside to it is that there's some sorta exam.
Have been meeting up with some singles to rant about our pathetic lack of love life. It seems pretty common these days to be single. And the irony? We (guys and girls) meet up to rant about it to one another. Or maybe it's just me. Both guys and girls rant to me. Have been told that I'm always friend zoning others. But why don't you guys ever stop and think, maybe everyone else is friend zoning me too? I can't help it that guys become my 'bros' eventually. I just like to be me. I enjoying being myself. Why do I need to change my ways to achieve the other? Can't everything just fall into place nicely?
I'm tired of thinking about it, tired of blogging about it and I definitely think that you'll be tired reading about this here too. I ain't gonna fall in love with anyone anymore. Illjust wait and see, then decide. Because I'm too tired all these years falling for my best friends.
♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road