Gonna have my hair cut tomorrow. Seems like I always think of cutting hair when something happens in my mundane life. Maybe to cut away the worries, the confusion, that lost feeling. And each time I’m tempted to cut my hair even shorter than before. My hair will never reach that same length it did once before. And therefore, I’m prepared to chop off the back tomorrow.

Got over the thinking. No point diving into that messy pool of memory. It’ll just stay as it is. Anyways I don’t think you even bother thinking back, do you? As much as I am sure that I saw that something that night, I fairly well know that I won’t be able to get that back anytime soon. Now, I only wonder if you did think about it before.

For just a brief fleeting moment in my life. For those few days of excitement. For the smiles that you have given me. Thank you.

I won’t stop you, I can’t stop you from your decisions. If leaving when I finally decide to open the doors is what you are going to do, so be it. Anyways it’s not the first time anyone did something like that to me. It’s not the first time anyone did anything to me. I’m used to it. I’ll get used to it. I know I will, like I’ve always did. As much as I want to know the reason behind, I know that it will remain as words left unsaid. Because this is not the first time.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hates to think about this. Hates that my brain keeps repeating what happened the other day. Hates thinking that you may have never wanted to stay. Hates that you came into my life, left a mark, left me wondering, then gave me silence. Hates to think that I’ve been reading it wrong. Hates to think that everyone’s been reading it wrong to me. Hates to think. But I still do think.

I hate to play this game. Because I never win.   

严爵 - 好的事情

曲：严爵 词：严爵/黄婷

休息是为了走更长的路
你就是我的旅途
都是因为你 我一直漫步

想要跟你一起走到最后
但我遗失了地图
谁给谁束缚 谁比谁辛苦
爱到深处才会领悟
好的事情 最后虽然结束
感动十分 就有十分满足
谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路
痛 是以后无法再给你幸福
好的事情 也许能够重复
感动时分 就算纷纷模糊
不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚
爱 是为彼此祝福


想要跟你一起走到最后
但我遗失了地图
谁给谁束缚 谁比谁辛苦
爱到深处才会领悟
好的事情 最后虽然结束
感动十分 就有十分满足
谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路
痛 是以后无法再给你幸福
好的事情 也许能够重复
感动时分 就算纷纷模糊
不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚
爱 是为彼此祝福
不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚
爱 是为彼此祝福