I really wonder if I have changed for the better or for the worse, since its a known fact that everyone changes over time. Somehow I miss the times when I didn’t have so many things going on in my head. Somehow over time I get a lil’ more selfish, a lil’ more self-centred, a lil’ more anti-social and a lil’ more closed up. I don’t want that. I want to embrace the world again. I’m a people’s person. I live for them. And I know what I lost along the way. I lost my confidence. And I’m finding it back again. I just want to be a better person.

If only time can be rewound, I wouldn’t have said what I have said, I wouldn’t have done what I have done. There’re always things that I regret straight after I’ve done or said it and it seems like that’s getting more frequent. Things just get more complicated as we age. I want to return back to the days when I simply just shoot my mouth off and heck if I’ve offended anyone or gotten myself into deep shit.

They always say that there’s nothing that money can’t do. There is. Money can’t turn back time.