Its ALWAYS repeating itself. With an ending in which I realise friendship is much much better and more worthwhile than anything beyond that. Its just a waste of time and energy. But i can’t control that, can I? I would rather not have anything than to lose a friend. My Achilles heel.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

YOU BELONG WITH ME ~ TAYLOR SWIFT

You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset.
She's going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do'

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm in the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walk in the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say your fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know
Baby...
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh'
I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong
I think I know it's with me...

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

1 NIGHT.

1800 RACE PACKS. 6000 PKTS OF TUNG-I INSTANT NOODLES. 1500 TEENAGE MAGS. 1500 WATER BOTTLES. 1500 FACIAL FOAM. 2000 PKTS OF TISSUE PAPER. 1500 SAMPLES OF MOISTURISER. 1500 CUP NOODLES. 1500 RICE CRACKERS. 1500 NEWATER BOTTLES. 10 X 2000 VOUCHERS.

As what Mr Ow would say, SEH BIRD.

Never in my entire life did I ever deal with 6000 packets of instant noodles. Never did I open 1800 tote bags just for my fellow o-commers and friends to throw stuff in. Never did I open at least a hundred cardboard boxes. Never did I try to carry 30 filled race packs on a bamboo pole and broke the pole. Never did I see so many guys trying to act macho by carrying a helluva race packs all at once. Never did I feel so alive and so dead at the same time, being machine-ised as a race pack packer.

And all this I experienced in just one night.

The one regret was that not all the o-commers were there to experience this with me. But i would like to say a HUGE THANKS to all those that helped out yesterday.

My fellow o-commers, Zhonghao, YP, YingLe, Xiying, Ashley, Hui Jun, Karn, Li Yhee, Wei Hua, Alana, Shilei, Ivan, Michelle and those that ain’t from runNUS, Boon Hui, Michelle, Shenghui, Tashrif aka Ahmad, Runi, Kynneth (Pls stop bullying me), Geraldine, Jie Yi, Yohanna (spell correctly not arh?). Anyone I left out? Very sorry if I did, coz i can’t exactly recall all the names esp those I’ve just got to know yesterday. Thanks guys, and girls. =D

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

QUANTUM PHYSICS

I can't imagine I'm taking Quantum Mechanics. And its in two our of my five modules. Long time ago, the reason my dad advised me NOT to take JC H2 physics was that it contained Quantum physics, which he thought was the fundamental 'Chim-ilogy' in the science of physics. (Though I scored better in Physics than for Chemistry at the O's) Classic example of irony.

And now, as a Chemistry major, we have a core module wholly based on the revered QUANTUM MECHANICS. How exciting. Yay. Now I've to make friends with Bohr, De Broglie, Rydberg and even Einstein again. Wished they were on my Facebook.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

My first day of school came to be a cruel reminder of how I spent my previous semester in the torturing depths of silence. Stuck in between, with no idea of which side I should take. The air stiffening all around me as i tried my best to view this semester as a new positive start to life as an undergraduate. Its the people, they say. And i believe its so very true. But at least this semester, i get to wreck havoc with my runNUS peeps, and life wouldn’t be so sad anymore.

Its not that i don’t like them, they are great friends. Its more like i don’t feel comfortable with them. I can’t be me when I’m with them. Me as in the crazy, damn lame, damn retarded me. I bet half the stuff I used to talk to the others can’t work on them. Argh, my talent not being appreciated is saddening enough.

Wonders if i made the correct choice having the same timetable. Haiz, FML la.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

You know, sometimes i really do feel you shouldn’t take everything on your own. Learn to trust others, to have faith in others. If not you’ll never be able to lift that heavy burden off your back and end up becoming stressed out and all. I do know that its difficult to say that you can just pass everything down and leave it to them. But if you don’t, they’ll never feel needed and end up not contributing at all. You need to give them the sense of belonging and responsibility. And it shouldn’t come to this stage where someone out there tells me you’re overwhelmed by the stuff to do and that the rest of us are not doing anything. Doesn’t reflect well on us, you know.

If you need me, i’ll be there. One for all and all for one. That should be the way in teamwork.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road