Three down, two more to go. The last paper will be as screwed as my LSM i guess so i’m hecking it. =D But now that the semester’s ending, it’s a little sad, isn’t it? Like time passed so damn fast that i didn’t even notice. There’re so many many things that i regret not doing in the freshman year. You know, freshman year is like once in a life time. Its not exactly the year in which one can slack la, but i guess it is supposed to be one of the best year to enjoy uni life. Though i can’t say that i haven’t, there’re so much more things that could have been done. This semester was so much faster than the previous, partly due to the don’t know how many holidays and events that took place within this short four months. Chinese new year, valentine’s, Good Friday, and events like the one thousand and one concerts i attended, Beach Fiesta, Homecoming,BBQ on recess week, etc.

My biggest regret? Not mugging hard enough. I totally lost the motivation, the drive, the momentum that i had last semester. Its damn sad. Don’t punch me, but i know i enjoy mugging. Its just that i need that mugging environment and of course, more time. And i need modules with maths and formulas. I realised i can’t do modules that are purely based on memory, coz my memory sucks. My stubborn brain prefers application and logic. And biologyand life sciences doesn’t sound logical to me either.

One year into uni life, it seems to have sucked the ‘fun’ out of me. My fun is not ‘clubbing’ luh, my fun is ‘crapping’! i seem to have lost the touch! Cannot cannot! This is bad, very bad. I don’t want to turn into a serious freak, i don’t wanna grow old and matured. Oh man, i think i do have the symptoms of that though. Please please help me get my ‘fun’ back. (i know this sounds funny to you my three angels, but hor, dun think too much k? Fun really means fun. Not with the D. HAHA.) All i can hope now is to faster finish my papers and go hang out with my angels and fairies (i almost typed devils. HAHA) and try and get my essence back. I NEED MY CRAP!!!!! UGH...

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Exams SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.

8 more days till the end of the freaking loooonnnggg and draggy exams. Can’t wait. And i start earlier than most and end later than most. WTH. I’m halfway done with my exams le. Ok not exactly half. (i can’t be typing this in the middle of my econs exams) Two down, three more to go. But i’m already super in the holiday mood. CM1121 was the whole world to me. It was what Year 1 Sem 2 Final Examinations all about. After that, the rest is nothing. Though today’s life sciences was a killer too. We all know that we are ALL dead. So its up to whose buried lower under. Dun get it? It just means who died worst. Both days i had serious staring incidents with the papers.

Throughout today’s paper, i was cursing like there was no tomorrow. And if you know me, you should know that i don’t curse or swear verbally out. But i didn’t really care today. The paper sucked like hell. Ok it was my fault not to have known earlier that the paper had SIXTY MCQs and not 40. I opened the question booklet and WAH LAH! My brain went blank. There were chunks and chunks of questions. And i really mean CHUNKS. They came in paragraph forms and had such tiny fonts that i think we would all go blind if ALL the papers were like that. Must they save paper until like that?

And then came the horror. 120 minutes. How to finish all the questions? Its open book and SINCE its open book, the book DOESN’T help at all! So even if you managed to memorise all the DNA sequences of the ENTIRE human genome, you would have known how to answer the questions! Time was such a big issue that by the last five minutes, i still had one row of unshaded circles on the answer sheet. One row is TEN questions. And so i put ALL B as the answer. Handed in. Period. Now you know how screwed i am.

7 more days to my last paper. One week. One super long slow week. I’ve got econs next on thurs and physical chemistry on sat. And then ANOTHER life science paper on Wednesday. Time is SLOWING down like crazy. Even sleeping feels like its takes a loooonngg time. I can’t take it anymore la. ARGH.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

ONE MORE DAY. To exams, i mean. 1121’s tomorrow. And its sucks like hell. Really. I guess i’m just going to go in and murder myself or something. I can’t imagine how the rest can do it. I mean like there’s one million and one reactions that we are supposed to know, plus we are supposed to understand why something is a major product and stuff like that. Goodness luh. I can’t take it anymore. ARGGGGGGGHHHH... Hope tomorrow’ll be over soon. No matter if i died or what. As long as its over. SOON.
Mugging really slows down the brain, you know. I’m like getting slower and slower in responding to people’s questions and i can’t exactly organise my thoughts properly, like what i’m doing now. Its all over the place. TRAGIC.
Anyways, here’s a list of what i want to do after the freakingly long and boring and horrible exams.
1. go walk southern ridges
2. concentrate on RUN NUS. I’m really really looking forward to it. Its’ gotta be fun. (with me around, muahahaha)
3. SHOPPING! I have to resist buying stuff before i get a job though. But i really need to see things. I’m going crazy like that.
4. get a job. Most probably tuition. Coz i can’t get a nine-five one since i have commitments to my o-comm. Who knows, maybe i’ll crash sports camp. =D
Die, i can’t even remember what i wanted to do after exams. I know i’ve got lots more. All those mugging is slowing my RAM down. Grrr...
5. KBOX. Needless to say actually. Its a must, confirm plus guarantee plus chop.
6. Arcade. i need to get my hands on the gun. Super stress relief can. Seeing those zombies die. (i’m sadistic)
7. steamboat. I don’t care about the food poisoning la.
ARGGHHH... i really can’t remember anymore. Oh wells, back to the dreaded 1121 then. >.<

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Its been so long since i last blogged. Time’s eating me up these days. Or should i say the other way round. Now in RunNUS 09 organizing committee, meetings and proposal seem to fill in whatever leisure time i have. Not that i’m complaining since events are like my passion and drive. Meetings are actually what i like to have to take my mind off the three million and one chemical reactions that i have to memorise. And its great to have a super enthu marketing cell, though i do see much differences between us and glitches along the way. But oh wells, working with people is like that. You get to know people of all kinds of personalities, whether or not they are in sync or clashes with your own. Can’t wait for hols to come soon so that we can all settle down and concentrate on the event planning. I’m really really looking forward to it! The chemical reactions that i’m doing now are like killing me, bit by bit. Every reaction i take into my brain kills 50x the amount of brain cells. I think i’m just gonna screw up this sem’s papers. But the good thing is that being busy keeps my crazy mind off things, things that no one wants to think about but always do. At least i’m happy now, kinda. =D kays, off to webcasting again. I’ve got like 4 webcast lectures to cheong today. Gambatte.

i think you can also tell i've got nothing better to do. i'm so in the mood for CRAPPING. shucks. >.<

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling calling

I’m sick and tired of calling for sponsorships! GRR... i’m seriously boiling right now. Who won’t, after repeating the exact same sentence over and over again to 300 companies in the same spastic act nice tone and trying to do it as fast as you can to save time? Children, please do not try this at home. OMG. Sucks man.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Schedule’s packed all the way to finals. My deepest apologies to my dear friends who wanted to jio me out for dinner. I didn’t know that the commitment would start so soon, though it was actually predictable since i was in marketing. But oh wells, the heavy workload kinda numbs me, which is good, giving me no extra time to think of rubbish and nonsense. It seems that life’s better when it’s filled up. I’m with Ah ma in the O-comm, and she’s also dragging me into Engin Flag O-comm. I seriously wonder why didn’t i just major in Engin instead. What YP said was accurate. My marketing people are all super high people, like me! They rock. We are legends (in our own ways). =D

I guess I’m happier now. You said that i should change my life, and maybe I did. For the better.

But now I’m confused over something else. I’m trying not to make it happen again. And i hope it never does. =X

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road