Life seem so meaningless these days. Or maybe not these days. It seems to be like that since the start of the school term. I know i have to study but whenever i have the time, i just seem to slack off. I hate this feeling - regret. It sucks and it lingers long after you realise it. But there isn't anything availiable for me to work for at all! No motivation No nothing. It's like being an empty shell the whole day. Going to school and coming home has become such a routine that even me, a once totally into going to school person has lost the interest in doing so.
ExCo. Intraschool badminton competition. Another thing for me to tink and occupy me. School isn't just school anymore. It's like an organiztion where you need to work and organise activities to get money. It's totally worse than going to work in the wok force. you have to cope with studies at the same time. That's life i think.
No one wants to go library with me tomorrow! i'm just so sad. Seems that i have to go alone perhaps. I need to do the freaking GP don't-know-what-thing. Everyone's so busy. Now i understand the cruelty of life's realities. Pathetic.
Found that i've been crapping all this while. Now in the InE hub. Guess its just the boredom that drives me in to doing this. Haha.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Gosh. I so long no update le. My common test marks are crap la. I've got stupid marks like 32/100 for maths and17/80 for chemistry. This sucks. Though ya, lotsa ppl fail but hey, not as bad as i do right? Never mind.
I'm like getting more stupid as the days passes. I just typed out a full page of meeting minutes and click! stupidly deleted everything without saving. wanted to cry la. but i guess i've only got myself to blame.
HEY PPL! JOIN OUR INTRASCHOOL BADMINTON COMPETITION!
i guess i really need some rest now.. if not hor.. u'll see zombie in school la.. haha.. perhaps i shall go surf bit of net...
hey net, i wanna catch your wave...

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road