NJCians lead sad lives.
Or at least that applies to me. If not for tomorrow's outing, i would have been deprived of fun until the badminton camp arrives which is like next weekend and today is the last day of the term. This is probably the first ever time that i spend the last day of a school term (especially when its the last day of term 2) at home, all by myself. Just imagine. We've either got nowhere to go or have CCAs to attend. It really feels weird not to have trainings these few days since i spent the past three weeks training every weekday. Its like there's something missing in my life. for the past few weeks, i've attended school for solely trainings and nothing else. Every single day i go to school hoping that school would end early and let me go training. Its weird but i just don't understand why this attachment to the trainings. Perhaps its the team i guess. I've never felt this feeling before, in my secondary school. And now as trainings tone down to only two times a week, I've got nothing to look forward to as i go to school each morning. Funny, isn't it?

Yeah. I'm like so looking forward to tomorrow. I can finally see my first three months class in like a thousand years! yeah! IJC 0623A rocks the world. I bet i can't sleep tonight. Maybe i'll be awake thinking of what to tell them tomorrow! What a great difference. The attachment and sense of belonging (though i'm not sure if you guys still really treat as one of your classmates.. but i know you guys sure treat me as great friend right? Coz you guys are my great buddies!) is SO different from what i experience now in my NJC class. Its a world of a difference i'm telling you. I can't feel the sense of class spirit among the people in my class. Or maybe i'm just lagging. Really guys, this is what i feel. Not blaming anyone in particular but i feel that everyone should play a part in being a class, as one. I'm not sure about what the rest of the people think. THIS IS STRICTLY MY OWN OPINION! I suggest that everyone should support each other in anyway possible. You can't expect others to support you when you don't even support them in other ways. In life, everything is a give-and-take. So i hope that everyone would put in effort and make our class a bonded one though we're all of different subject combinations. Jia you people.

Yeah i've got badminton camp next weekend! So exciting! I'm so looking forward to it! Haha. This is how deprived of fun i am. And the new EXCO! I can't wait to know who's in. I ran for vice-cap and secretary la... But even if i don't get in, never mind. Coz i know everyone's up to it! We rock... WAhahahahaha.. ok i shall not let the excitement take over my 99% dead mind.

P.S
To Wei Ming
Hey don't know why your blog suddenly don't have tagboard la. And suddenly become so depressing some more. Don't be k? Coz tomorrow i'll be seeing you guys! wahaha.. With me around, everything will brighten up de.(BHB) Anyway, don't think so much k? Better to not think than anyhow think. (My god.. i really don't know how to cheer people up with words leh.) But really hope to see a cheerful Wei Ming that i know tomorrow hor. (If not... wahaha)

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

NJCians lead sad lives.
Or at least that applies to me. If not for tomorrow's outing, i would have been deprived of fun until the badminton camp arrives which is like next weekend and today is the last day of the term. This is probably the first ever time that i spend the last day of a school term (especially when its the last day of term 2) at home, all by myself. Just imagine. We've either got nowhere to go or have CCAs to attend. It really feels weird not to have trainings these few days since i spent the past three weeks training every weekday. Its like there's something missing in my life. for the past few weeks, i've attended school for solely trainings and nothing else. Every single day i go to school hoping that school would end early and let me go training. Its weird but i just don't understand why this attachment to the trainings. Perhaps its the team i guess. I've never felt this feeling before, in my secondary school. And now as trainings tone down to only two times a week, I've got nothing to look forward to as i go to school each morning. Funny, isn't it?

Yeah. I'm like so looking forward to tomorrow. I can finally see my first three months class in like a thousand years! yeah! IJC 0623A rocks the world. I bet i can't sleep tonight. Maybe i'll be awake thinking of what to tell them tomorrow! What a great difference. The attachment and sense of belonging (though i'm not sure if you guys still really treat as one of your classmates.. but i know you guys sure treat me as great friend right? Coz you guys are my great buddies!) is SO different from what i experience now in my NJC class. Its a world of a difference i'm telling you. I can't feel the sense of class spirit among the people in my class. Or maybe i'm just lagging. Really guys, this is what i feel. Not blaming anyone in particular but i feel that everyone should play a part in being a class, as one. I'm not sure about what the rest of the people think. THIS IS STRICTLY MY OWN OPINION! I suggest that everyone should support each other in anyway possible. You can't expect others to support you when you don't even support them in other ways. In life, everything is a give-and-take. So i hope that everyone would put in effort and make our class a bonded one though we're all of different subject combinations. Jia you people.

Yeah i've got badminton camp next weekend! So exciting! I'm so looking forward to it! Haha. This is how deprived of fun i am. And the new EXCO! I can't wait to know who's in. I ran for vice-cap and secretary la... But even if i don't get in, never mind. Coz i know everyone's up to it! We rock... WAhahahahaha.. ok i shall not let the excitement take over my 99% dead mind.

P.S
To Wei Ming
Hey don't know why your blog suddenly don't have tagboard la. And suddenly become so depressing some more. Don't be k? Coz tomorrow i'll be seeing you guys! wahaha.. With me around, everything will brighten up de.(BHB) Anyway, don't think so much k? Better to not think than anyhow think. (My god.. i really don't know how to cheer people up with words leh.) But really hope to see a cheerful Wei Ming that i know tomorrow hor. (If not... wahaha)

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Funtasia was...
Really nothing much. Not memorable, not worth remembering. Yes, our 'class' was pretty sucessful in getting sales but there are other things to that. You would know what i meant if you were there for the whole day (and i dont meant at the funfair, i meant at the stall!). Never mind bout that. Its over.

I went for the BIg Walk today!
Saw Tze Min and gang and the new ppl in their class.. They look so fun together... Makes me sad bout leaving them.. But we'll unite sometimes in the june holidays, right? And we're gonna have a clique T-shirt! How cool is that? Haha.. Looking forward to getting it wor. Haha. Hey guys, are we having a chalet in the hols? Must let me know early k? Love you guys man!

I'm running for EXCO!
Thursday have to give speech. Dunno what to give leh. I'm clueless about this 'sell yourself' stuff. I think that this kind of thing should be abolished. Its a pretty stupid thing to do.. I'd rather an interview. I guess voting for a new committee should be based on the person's ability to unite the team, responsible for all actions taken and guide and motivate the team through the years and not merely by a speech. I bet these qualities can be discovered by others when they interact with each other. Haha. I'm crapping. Haha. Anyway good luck to June too.. Haha.. Partners man! haha. Sorry, a bit crazy now... Wahaha.....

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Exhausted from over exhaustion. I'm kinda like going to blow up. What the crap. This two weeks have been super tiring for me. Not very sure why since i missed alot of lessons because of the Nationals. The guys are into the second round and i'm glad for them. Hope the girls team will be in too next year. I'll work hard de. Since i missed so many lessons, i couldn't see the ppl in my classes. Missed out alot this two weeks. Someone tell me what happening can? People just doesn't seem to want to tell me. Maybe I'm just too insignificant. Maybe they don't even know i wasn't around. I'm like freaking out whenever it comes to things like PW. I really have no idea what's going on. I feel that there's some communication breakdown somewhere between me and my group. Or maybe its just me. (Note: all these are just what i feel and i'm not blaming anyone or whatsoever.) I think i'm losing my touch of socialising. Since i came to NJ, i haven't been socialising much i guess. I just can't seem to understand some people, u know. Confidence just drifts away from me. I guess its because its NJC. There's a BIG difference. I'm not myself anymore. There isn't anyone that have the same frequency as me who can bring out the real me.

Nevermind bout that. That was maybe just some conflict going around in me. I tell myself each day that everything's going o be better, but it just doesn't. In fact if i'm not wrong, it is getting worse. 'Lost' can't even be used to describe the situation i am in now. I lost control of what i am doing now. I don't know what i am doing or what i'm supposed to do! I'm just living each day just for training and perhaps nothing else. The only thing that consoles me is the great team i have now in training. Added a tinge of colour to my life u guys. Thanks.

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

We Lost.
We lost in the match against Serangoon Junior College. Score:3-2. So heart-breaking. I lost my match against the 1st doubles. Sad case. I think we fought hard but there's pretty much room for improvement. Besides that, i have nothing much more to say.

We Won.
Our class got the sponsorship from Alphico Pte Ltd for San Remo's pasta! Whoo Hoo...haha...
Must thank Eunice+Yiwen+Simna! They went to the company to talk (i was having match ytd so couldn't go if not we would have had even more things free! wahaha.. so bu yao lian) Anyway, they were great! And a great big thanks to the company too!Haha...

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Tomorrow's the match.
Against Tampines Junior College. I'm like oh my god... It's been so long since my last match...The tension is already building up in me since i watched today's match-the guys de. I really really hope that tomorrow i'll be on form. Don't want to let the team down. I don't want what happened in the past to repeat itself again. I must fight fight fight. Agggggrrrrrhhhhhh.... Dont' mind me.. just letting out some stress... I think it would be very weird if there wasn't stress at all la. But I'm so very worried that stress would overcome me. Agggrrrrhhhhhhhhhh...... And the worst thing is that i have a maths test on thurs and i can't study! No time. Ok, I have time but insufficient for mugging. Haiz. Aaaaaaaaaaggggggrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhh. Sorry if i pissed you off with my argh-ing.. HAha... I really need to get the stress off my back... Agggrrrrrhhhhhhhhhh.... Hahaha....

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Hey peeps! Thanks for all the encouragement you guys have given me. Thank you very much! we had training today which i was pretty reluctant to go since it was a public holiday and i could actually sleep at home for the whole day! But it was rather nice when i got there. two hours of training. Not too bad but i seemed pretty off form leh. And a nerve in my leg seemed to have gone hay-wire or something. Feeling pretty weird now. Anyway, tomorrow's the guys match against Tampines Junior College i guess. We girls need to follow them to cheer them on. Which means we'll be missing hell lot of lessons and lectures! Omigod! I'm already like 'I CAN'T COPE LE!' and now there's tournaments almost everyday! Haha.. Guess that's life ba... Hey guys wishing you all the best for tomorrow's match. Play hard hor! Whack them ah! And rest well tonight la, must be in top condition for tomorrow's match!
To my dearest Selian, Xiying, Chipolatas and all those who tagged at my blog : I love you guys! Hahaha...

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road