why can't i listen to music?
why?
you are juz taking my personal rights away
why?
can't i have the right to choose?
why?
am i not matured enough?
why?
juz leave me alone, can't you?
why?
let me rot and die, who cares?
why?
the future is in my hands, not yours...
why muz u come and control me?
wanna get away from reality also cannot ah?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

yoz...
today's friday...
can wear class tee again...
love my class tee very much lehz...
siao onez...
today at 12.30pm,
jiji+perlin+ningxin+jinghan+weekeong+dean
+hari+khai+++++
went for IPW competition...
haha...
look like very fun like that...
they were all turning round and round...
busy mah...
the bez thing was that they all
had to wear formal white outfits...
woah....
PERLIN was so chio lohz...
jealous jealous...
hee hee...
then DEAN so cute....
haha...
JIJI, you were so shuai lohz...
haha...
WEE KEONG, i never expected that i got such
a shuai kazhua brother...
haha...
really very funny lohz...
dunno why, but
i seem to also get excited for them...
weird right?
yah this is a once in a lifetime for them...
coz ppl like me may not even get this kind
of chance lohz...
though i always dream of doing sth impressive...
but there's no use dreaming...
what can i do when i am just so stupid?
insignificant?
invisible to ppl?
i never had a bez fren from pri sch til now...
wat i mean is some one whom u can always hang out with
share sorrows and secrets,
never, never had one....
i dunno why ,
dunno whats wrong...
dunno what to do...
CONFUSED...
what is it like to have a really really bez fren?
Is friendship really forever?

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

Yoz....
{Listening to ocean ou de yang's album}
he rawks... hee hee...
yesterday and today were all very long days...
the classes hor... very boring lehz....
i go to school to go home...
dun u agree?
haha...
anyway, these few days JIJI and WEE KEONG
became very childish...
i very ke lian WEE KEONG...
coz everytime they 'fight' hor...
WEE KEONG always gets blamed for bullying
JIJI...
haha...
so sad hor...
*Giggle*
ooh....
this saturday i will have moi 2.4 km run...
die liaoz...
haha...
i run very slow one lohz...
TO ALL sec 3 PPL IN ANDERSON : JIAYOU IN
THE 2.4 KM RUN WORZ!
haha...
think dats all liaoz...
byez....

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

yoz...
juz done moi lit thingy...
heehee...
today quite happy...
but too bad cannot go watch
MEAN GURLS with xingying+eunice+xiying...
so sad...
shud be gonna buy ocean album...
hope so...
askin for money iz difficult man...
i bankrupt liaoz...
haha...
fell in love with anime nowadays...
got any?
send me lah....
oh yah...
haiz... yesterday got some wat PT..
now both legs aching like mad...
couldn't even get out of bed this morn...
somemore think i strained one muscle or sth...
think dats all bah....
byez...

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

yoz.. long no talk liaoz..
open school three weeks liaoz...
tests come again as usual.
last friday just took A maths test...
80% rate of failing..
haiz...
usual lah..
not new to me...
eating choc chip ice cream cake now...
jealous?
hee hee...
many things happened these few days...
finally started our IPW...
after slackin for so long...
gee...
oh shit , i never ask my juniors help
fill my survey form...
ahahahaha...
die liaoz...
yesterday very angry with myself during trainig...
i was playin very lousyly ya noe...
then...
i got whacked on the back by my partner...
ching fen ah...
next time aiming must improve hor...
then i went toilet see what happened to my back
and got a shock...
there was a long swelling red mark on it
caused by the hard impact of the racket...
i won't cry...
but it was very painful lohz...
later went home to rub then even more pain..
aiyah...
part of the game lah...
but at least we won...
haha....
that matters more to me...
that time most of them already gone home...
coach also...
haha...
so very little ppl saw what happened...
gee...
think thats all i wanna say today...
byez......

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road