yoz bloggy... sianz...totally freaked out... lots of things happened today, some just dun wanna say out... wat for? all is in the past liaoz...haiz...it's like there's alot of problems these few days...crap lah... piano exams drawing near,so stressed... no one to talk to... lonely sia... hey, i m crapping man... hahaz(cold laugh)... today kept pestering Kenny to tell me who xiying likes... seems like he noes everything lehz.. why huh? how come they all so smart but i like very lagging... everything also i dunno.. dunno wat i doing man... haiz... starting to get on the trend like sotong and donkey liaoz...all stupid and blur blur one... haiz... in the end i still dunno who she likes lehz. so i and wee keong (he change sex liaoz, becum male liaoz.) are going to check it out man... haha... seems fun... haha... cum home that time, dropped by junction 8 to pick up presents for chee yong and yukai.. dunno izzit i stupid or wat... but chee yong demanded for his birthday present early... haha... so at the same ime buy for yukai lohz... haha... lame right? dun tell ya wat izzit first just in case they read moi blog... haha(cold laugh again) .... think thats all lah.. buaiz... love ya...
+[VaL]+

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my own dusty road

today rather horrible.. (why m i staring an entry on such a sad tone?) its all becoz of the meet the parents session this afternoon.... dunnoe what Mdm Tang will say bout me.haiz...These few days was so sianz lohz. sian until i had to ask keong mei to quarrel with me ahz.Haha... Wee Keong is officially my godsis... this is so hao xiao... Hahaha... kan help laughing..
+To Wee Keong+ paiseh lah... Haha..
Anyway, ytd's training was like shit lohz. i cna't even play like i shld on other days.Dunno is it becoz of erm hem... Haiz.. I m a failure... Keep thinking about it last night. Couldn't slp at all lohz.Haiz.Just imagine, losing to a sec one... Horrible. I threw my face away. Everyone will look down on me now lohz. what shld i do now? Nothing can be reversed.Especially the four of them. Horrible... This is totally a nightmare. Then when i and narsihah went to the backstage to change, something very funny happened. yong yuan(correct spelling?) and wilson came screaming out of the backstage. they say backstage got ghost... coz the white board was moving.. hopeless ppl... scared of ghost? Haiz...actually there was a guy pushing the white board... the two of them scared until their face turned white man....haha...when going home that time, i went to check whether i left my belt under the table or not. it was then that i found out how good it was to walk alone when thinking of sth. Sat down in class and sang some songs to myself.. Ppl walked past and stared at me, thinking i am mental.. hey, i'm not....just wanna be alone for awhile... thinking of the past, present and future...ppl enter and leave my life.. i was once happy with the team and now they are totally drifting away from me. wanna heck care them but i really cannot...
is being sensitive a sin? i dun know........

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

yoz bloggy... must be thinking why i sometimes so fast post, oher times so late then update... tell ya lah.. coz i shuang mah... haha.. today as u can see, i a bit cheer up liaoz... so happy again.. dunno why... haha.. mood swings ah.. haha... i really wanna laugh man... anyway, did ya see the william hung email pics? its so funny lohz. got william hung the hung man, instead of Rush Hour got Hung Hour. haha. In school was crappy too lohz. spent the whole day teasing selian bout erm hem... *toot*.. cannot say, if not she wallop me ahz. haha. but if ya noe her, ya should noe one lahz.haha. then today jingjie tried to marry himself to himself. he kept saying ' I DO ' to himself while putting on a silver ring. Hilarious man. Oh, got something even funnier, i almost forgot. We were discussing about Barbie in english class today . Stupid right? Anyway, it was still not too bad till faris presented his silde. We were supposed to tell bout our groups quotes for Barbie and discuss bout the influence she has on kids. faris talked about how playing with Barbie would help us in our language, that's totally lame shit. But all the more, its FUNNY. That's the main thing lahz. Haha... Then he talked about caressing and touching the Barbie and still having the doll smiling at ya will bring bad influence onto kids. He added that it would make guys think that it is alright to do that to a gurl and she will still smile back at u. So funny... Thanks aris for that wonderful entertainment...haha... Wat's worse is wat Ms Yoong added for the class... She said that Mattel should have made breast cancer Barbie dolls n lung cancer too... Ha Ha Ha HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... Hopelessly Funny.... Haha... Hey, english lessons are fun... Erm... Maybe only for now... Haha...That cheered me up alot lehz... Waliaoz,now so little ppl onlinez... never mind, i go check out other ppl blogs.... See ya soon... Bye bloggy...

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road

hello bloggy... wonder why today feeling so down lehz... DEPRESSED Anyway, shld be got lots of things to share with ya. However, i got not enough time. Mum keeps nagging that i must study and study... heck lahz... feel so stressed up nowadays..
+to those who are usually hanging out with me or those i made ya angry+ sorry if i did behave weirdly or if i was offensive... Hope ya dun take it to heart...
Haiz... Meet the parents session is this saturday, dunno what mdm tang will tell moi mum... Confused and scared... Dunno if i m a little too sensitive lahz.. i feel like everyone's walking through me, like i have never ever existed... especially some ppl.. Dun wanna say anymore.. it makes me even more depressed.. found that ms liang very cute wors... her braces made her even cuter lohz... haha... hey xingying and xiying made their blogs liaoz.. i shld be got add xingying's link lahz... But xiying one hao xiang dun have coz i dun noe her address yet ahz... yesterday coach did'nt give us PT lehz... Seldom like that one, anyway also good wat.. everytime PT i go home sure kana aches everywhere one... HAiz...these few days lot of ppl going to see movies lehz.. But i cannot go.. I so angry.. u noe lah....My mum... haiz...tell ya sth u sure very surprised one.. i went for tuition!!! arghhh!!! first time in my entire life go tuition lehz... why? aiyah, guess also noe lahz... mother force one what... Haiz... chinese tuition sux!!! think i stop here lahz... hope my great depression will end soon... bye for now!!!
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hey hi bloggy... tell ya something.. CH@L£T R@WKS!!!! haha... i siao liao... last friday, xingying+sharon+xiying+connie+yongyong+yiyang+fabian+mingzhi+yiqiang+jingjie+weijie+qiao+anqi+pat+and some other people lah... can't remember all...went to chalet... for what? of coz go there to play lah... silly question right? haha...coz that day from morning to 4pm got school crosscountry at tanjong beach at sentosa... so we booked the chalet from thursday to saturdae.. i didn't go thursdae one coz mum didn't let... haiz.. heard that that day very fun... anyway the crosscountry our class lost almost all the gmaes but we still very happy coz we did our bezt and had alot of fun mah... haha... after the whole event, the troop of us went back to the chalet...reach there i found that there got swimming pool so we jumped in lohz... so fun...at night we watched the american idol... got william hung on the show mah... haha... so funny the way he dances.. haha... then we played dai dee lohz.. as usual... haiz... so fun lahz... think most of us had alot of fun lah... think i got to go now.. byez...

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yoz bloggy,.... long no update liaoz... haiz no time ya see... anyway, i need my mum's permission to go online one mah.. so u noe lah... tests are all over and the results are out... i failed one subject, physics lohz... haha... stupid right.. my science all along not say very fantastic one lahz... hey, we gonna have a chalet lehz... hahazz...after the crosscountry... u noe, x-country is at sentosa lehz.. so our chalet also at sentosa.. haha.. lots of ppl coming lehz.. but dunno whether i can go... coz inow still a bit sore throat.. haiz... hope by the time i will be ok liao lah. haha... anyway still got five-six days. so not to worry... haha... todae ms yoong never come for eng class. so sianz. coz no billy elliot to see.we were supposed to see the final scene in the movie one. but u see lah... haiz. in the end, also no movie ending to watch... then somemore that stupid +chee yong+, keep asking for birthdae present... say until so disgusting... i think he is hinting that he wants porn for his burfdae ahz... hahaz... aiyah dun care bout him lah... this month got lots of ppl i know burfdaeing.. haiz... now i broke liaoz. bought lots of presents mahz...

+to justin+ happy burfdae!!! couldn't send you your burfdae present but here i wish u all the best and happy birthdae!!!

+to shiping+ happy burfdae!!! hope ya like the psir of earrings i and yong yong gave ya!

+to see hao+ happy burfdae!!! hope ya like the keychain.. very cute horz? haha...

+to jingjie+ happy burfdae!!! haiz... why muz the maths test fall on ya burfdae? unfair!!!

dunno whether i should tell ya further into my secrets... haiz.. anyway some ppl already noe liaoz.... some who shld noe, already noe... those who should not, dunno... so that should be it... and it would stay that way... haha.. by the way i only got one secret wat.. wat is a secret a secret if it is not kept to oneself? by now i think u shld be able to guess wat kind of secret liao rite? its getting stronger and deeper in my secret's chamber...hahaz...buiaz for now...

♥ Walking on,
my own dusty road