Saturday, November 21, 2009
1 down. 2 more to go.
GAMBATTE NE!
Val yeo. Stop FB-ing and go mug the condemned ORGANIC CHEMISTRY. You should be studying. Besides, your A for 2101 has flown far far far far far away.
3:01 PM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
我相信
想飛上天 和太陽肩並肩 世界等著我去改變
想作的夢從不怕別人看見 在這裡我都能實現
大聲歡笑 讓你我肩並肩 何處不能歡樂無限
拋開煩惱勇敢的大步向前 我就站在舞台中間
我相信我就是我 我相信明天 我相信青春沒有地平線
在日落的海邊 在熱鬧的大街 都是我心中最美的樂園
我相信自由自在 我相信希望 我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身邊 讓生活更新鮮 每一刻都精彩萬分 台灣啤酒(I Do Believe)
想飛上天 和太陽肩並肩 世界等著我去改變
拋開煩惱勇敢的大步向前 我就站在舞台中間
我相信（我就是我）
我相信（自由自在）
我相信（我相信我相信）I believe
~楊培安
Each and every time after meeting up with any of you guys, life always seem so much brighter. Like a piece of filter paper, making my turbid life clear again. (Whoops, too much Sec 1 chem) Got that feeling of 'gan dong' you know. indescribable. Perhaps its that reassurance that there are people going through life with my, by my side. That's what friends are for right? Oh no no, that's what SISTERS are for! =P (esp when you don't have the blood related ones like me >.<)
P.S.
The only pink things i like are bandung and Tan Xingying. HAHAHA (thought of this randomly on a random day at a random place)
9:02 PM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
0830 : CM2142 test
1200 : Return of the extremely devastating CM2121 test paper
1415 : PC1325 test – undescribable shitty-ness. It seriously turns you into a VVV (vulgar violent villain)
1600 : Attempt to finish 2121 lab report 2. Long report. And i’m still watching anime. Die.
So tell me, how much shittier can the day be? I failed my damn 2121 test although i did pass the overall of the two tests combined together. And the lecturer was still telling us about how pleased he was with the cohort. Yeah, maybe the rest of them, but not me. I did mug like hell freezing over okays. Crap. Seem that the less confidence i have in a test, the better i do for it. What a weird phenomenon. Thanks for this to happen on top of my incredible 2101 results. I still can’t get over that. What a shitty sem this is. I haven’t been watching any anime until recently when i couldn’t take it any longer and decided to start on Fate stay night, the last time i went for a movie was like a month ago and that was the only one, the last time i really shopped was like before sem started, the last time i went to Sentosa was more than 6 months ago, and tell me why its still like that. Year two’s really being tough on everyone. Seems like everyone’s stressed like hell. I guess i should refine my point. Everyone in SCIENCE and ENGIN is stressed like hell. The rest seems rather fine to me. Perhaps i don’t exactly know what’s going on on the other end of the world (i mean academics wise).
Its just a TERRIBLE day for year 2 chemist. BAD DAY.
Nuff’ said.
6:39 PM
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
One down, two more to go. And that’s only tests. Exams are right around the corner. I’m filling my days up with mugging, mugging and more mugging. Like real. I’m like slacking off my head online and on my bed for the past few weeks. It’s not like i don’t feel the heat coming on. Everyone is. I hear people everywhere telling me how stressed they are. Now i too feel damn stressed out. This sem’s no joke. i don’t think the fact that i spent my first three plus weeks of the sem doing my event did bring me down this path of ruins. Its more of a boon than a bane. If not for the event, i would still be emo-ing over how my life sucks and the boredom of reality like i did for the past two sems. It just made my life much much more happening.
But now my ‘happening’ level has seem to fall way down. Perhaps i’ve passed it on to my dear friend. Oh and i wanna wish all the best for her. Gambatte ne! Just the knowledge of your happening life made my life happening. How weird is that! You made my day! =D Hope you’ll be able to form your meson from you current baryon. Or maybe you can ask your electron to annihilate the positron! =P (Why do i have the feeling that I mug particle physics until zou huo ru mo already?) >.<
To all happening people out there, please come and make my life happening too alrights? Amidst all that grey cloud of stress looming over everyone, we should still make life happening and shine a rainbow onto the whole of NUS! Ok, i extend that to NTU and SMU. HAHA. Maybe i should stop here before i continue into more gibberish. Oh wells, that’s the power of QUANTUM MECHANICS. It drives you nuts.
Lastly, the new word of the day is DOOMZ.
DOOMZ
-Adjective.
To describe the impending destruction of oneself through the failure of tests and exam. Not to be taken in the literal sense.
12:30 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
Its that time of the sem again when you feel that everything is coming down onto you, crushing your bones and spine, creeping up on you when you’re not looking, crashing down like an ocean wave, pulling you into an endless storm. Yes, its Halloween. But that’s not it. Its the impending exams and the endless tests that are creeping up on you. Its a time when you suddenly feel so alone mugging for whatever that is coming up, feel like the sole runner on this path of uncertainty (reminds me of the Heisenberg’s uncertainty principle. Today was hilarious.) But seriously, this battlefield always feels like me against the world. Luckily there’s the knowledge that it would soon be over.
'When we'll hungry, love will keep us alive'
Are u sure? coz if it does, i would have been an extremely hungry person for years. =X
10:37 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
I’ve recently broken up with Clayden. Now it’s on to Skoog. I’m really trying to be so into him, but he’s so deep, i just can’t understand him! But unlike Clayden, he isn’t giving me as much trouble. Clayden was so demanding, he made me remember so much about him that i wanted to cry. The break up was so bad after all, rated 35 out of 50. But i just the next attempt getting back with him wouldn’t go as smoothly so wells, i’d rather go on with life and get on with Skoog.
The bad part about Skoog is that he’s so mathematical, its driving me nuts! He calculates every single thing in the world, down to the nitty gritty details. I don’t see our relationship lasting very long too. I’m considering McCash too. He’s nice and more understanding, and vice versa. There are more guys out there who rants on and on about the universe and things so small that even i cannot visualise. Those are what i call weirdos manx. I guess even if you give me a hundred days just solely to understand them, I’ll never even try to.
P.S
If you’re wondering why i’m such a flirt, think again.
Clayden = Author of Organic Chemistry textbook
Skoog = Fundamentals of Analytical Chemistry
McCash = Introduction to Spectroscopy
The others who talk about the universe = horrible physicists that make my life so sad
And i just took my org chem test not long ago and gotten back my results. So you know.
8:39 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
HAD SEVEN HOUR LAB TODAY. GOSH. ITS WAS HELL. WE WERE DAMN HIGH INITIALLY. BY TWO, WE WERE HALF DEAD. BUT I DEFINITELY THINK THE CHEM. STUDENTS CAN ALL BOND DURING LAB. THE HOURS WE TAKE TO WAIT FOR THE REACTION TO OCCUR GIVES US ALOT ALOT OF TIME TO TALK, YAK AND BITCH. =D I REALISED MY LAB PARTNER’S FROM NJ TOO! MY SENIOR, BUT HE SO TOTALLY DON’T LOOK LIKE. OOPS. =P THE WORLD IS JUST SO SMALL. HAH.
YOU KNOW, LIFE IS SO SO SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES, AND SHUT YOUR EARS. OF COZ NOT LIKE TO INCOMING CARS OR WHATSOEVER, BUT TO THINGS THAT YOUR HEART DOESN’T WANT TO KNOW AND THINGS THAT YOUR BRAIN DOENS’T WANT TO REMEMBER. LIKE THEY SAY ‘SEE NO EVIL, HEAR NO EVIL, SAY NO EVIL’, THOUGH WHAT I WILL MYSELF TO IGNORE CANNOT BE CLASSIFIED AS EVIL. THINK LESS, LIVE MORE. AND THAT’S NOT REFERING TO STUDIES. I FAIRLY WELL KNOW WHAT’S HAPPENING, AND THERE’S NO DOUBT THAT I KNOW WHAT ARE MY CIRCUMSTANCES. APPARENTLY NOT ALOT OF PEOPLE CAN BE IN MY SITUATION WITHOUT GOING CRAZY BY JUST THINKING TOO MUCH OR TAKING ACTION OF SOME SORT. ITS NOT THAT I DON’T FEEL ANYTHING, ITS MORE LIKE I JUST IGNORE THAT NAGGING FEELING. IF I DON'T SAY DOESN'T MEAN I'M OK ABOUT IT. AND ITS NOT LIKE I DON’T THINK ABOUT IT. ACTING BLUR IS MY FORTE. >.<
*IGNORES*
11:20 PM
